intro post (finally) :3 you can call me kyle, he/him, mlm i love my boyfriend ♡ sw: 59 kg cw: 54 kg gw :45 kg bmi: 21,9 ⋆˙⟡ i’m 8teen!! i’ve audhd and bpd ˚.🎀༘⋆ shedtwt/ shtwt/ edtwt/ bpdtwt jinx is so me ⋆.˚ i love f1, arcane, star wars and many many more things ˙𐃷˙

i’m so fucking dumb, so as i said i went to bed w pretty fresh thigh cuts but i thought they stopped bleeding, they did not. my sheets are now full of blood and idk how to explain this to my parents (they know i used to sh so it’ll be obvious) #shtwt #shedtwt

y'all i just cut up my thighs so badly and im about to go to bed but i sleep on my stomach so my cuts will rest against the bed and its gonna hurt so badly kms #shedtwt #shtwt

omd hitting (deep) styro's is sm easier on my thighs, idk why i ever stopped cutting my thighs #shedtwt #shtwt

i will never love any show as much as i love bojack horseman

im so tired of feeling like this

im so fucking tired of living, everything sucks ugh /srs

tell me why i weigh less than i did a month ago but somehow i look fatter/ like i weigh more?? #edtwt #shedtwt

just had to walk home for 30 min in the pouring rain w fresh thigh cuts, i was in sm pain 💔💔 #shtwt #shedtwt

quick shesh 😋 #shedtwt #shtwt

my boyfriend treats me so well it makes me cry and it also makes me uncomfortable sometimes cause i’m not used to this #shedtwt #bpdtwt

fresh cuts + healing cuts that are in the itchy stage is not for the weak #shedtwt #shtwt (ignore how fat my thigh is)

"just talk to ppl" except when i do try to talk to ppl (other than my boyfriend) they dont gaf and i just get dry half asses replies

i cant wait to be home again so i can lock in and lose weight #shedtwt #edtwt

tbh i dont even know why i wanna be skinny, i think chubby ppl are way more attractive and my boyfriend thinks im handsome the way i am. he's said he doesnt think i should lose weight, he's so proud whenever i eat #shedtwt #edtwt

im so fat holy fuck, i need to lock in but i cant control myself i hate myself i should kms #shedtwt #edtwt

having to focus on graduating and getting into uni whilst having 0 motivation to live is so unfair, i tried to kms last week but god forbid i take time off #shedtwt #suicidaltwt

when their tone is slightly Off & their expressions don’t seem Right & they’re acting less Close to me than usual so therefore Logically this means that i did something Wrong & they’re getting bored of me & hate me & will abandon me soon

Me when the ruin all your relationships and isolate yourself from everyone disorder actually ruins all my relationships and makes me isolate myself from everyone

actually cutting vs the healing processs

"mentally ill" mfs when they actually meet someone who's problematic, masochist, manipulative, actually insane and obsessive, addict, apathic, unstable, suicidal, borderline, manic, clinically, depressed, antisocial.. etc. and not the social media "mental illness"