I’m up, I’m down, I am beyond down. Sorry lately but I’m erratic as heck. Please excuse my fluctuations in my posts. To much loss in such a small amount of time is kicking my ass. Not dealing with it well at all. Starting new meds so hopefully it will help.
#Depression
is REAL.!
My mom died today. It doesn’t seem real. She is gone forever I can’t talk to her or hug her. My 92yr old Dad who has been with my mom 70yrs is devastated. I feel like I am broken.💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
My new kitty is home now. Pure black and 😍 loved. Her name is Pumpkin. She was feral lived at my dads on and under his veranda. Dad kept egging me on ..take her home. Before winter…wellllll ok😁😁😁😁
Found my dad(93) dead today. I am shattered, broken,lost. He was doing so well. What do i do? Why didn’t I call him yesterday? I spoke to him Saturday telling him I would see him Monday. How do i deal with this.???
#RIP
#ILoveMyDad
This was last September.💔💔😢💔💔
I have never ever in my life put a pic of me online anywhere but I can only express my pain and sadness as I sit here listening to my Klunky breathe, praying he has no pain, and telling him how much I love him with this...
I feel broken. Lost in a horrible nightmare. The pain in my heart is unbearable. The horrible guilt of why didn’t I call my dad on Sunday? I spoke to him Saturday. Then to find him Monday in his chair. Gone💔💔 i tried to hug him back to life.. cold, hard, WHY?
My Dad was 93… i hate the word WAS. I found him deceased today in his chair. I kept praying he was sleeping. But he was gone. My Mom passed away a year ago in March. Now my Dad today. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 i have never felt such sadness. It physically hurts.💔💔💔💔
I cannot forgive myself for not talking to my Dad yesterday. We talked for an hour on Saturday and I told him I’d see him Monday. I went today and found him dead in his chair.! I am broken and devastated. So unexpected. I would see him 4-5 times a week. What am i going to do?💔
Ok here goes. I appear to have bitch face going on. And yes I friggin love purple.💜💜 and my hair is usually much blonder. Don’t be to harsh on me. I haven’t figured out filters so this is me filter free.😬
MY DAD. SEPT 28, 1929- April 3,2023 . I would do anything to change this day. I arrived to find my dad in his chair. Looking like he was asleep, only to find him gone. So cold, so very cold. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
I feel such guilt that I couldn’t save my mom, she was sitting in the car with her feet out. Waiting for me to get her walker. Told Dad she felt funny and fell back in cardiac arrest. I tried CPR while calling 911, my dad in full shock. Ambulance took 26mins, she was gone, 💔💔💔
At 5:23am after holding my Klunky all night.💔 he took his last breath. I feel broken.💔he was not alone he was in my arms. I held him and cried my heart out. Thank you all so much for your kindness last night it meant alot to me. 💔💔💔🐾
#Healing
is it possible??? Right now NO. I am absolutely shattered by finding my Dad(93) deceased in his chair. How long can i take feeling like this? How long before someone says get over it, because i don’t think i ever will. 13 month both parents gone… its to much.
Went to dads again today. Bunnies galore. He and mom loved the bunnies. I cannot forgive myself for not calling him last Sunday… then finding him deceased in his chair on Monday. I should have called him Sunday.!!! How do i go on???
I kept expecting my dad to sit up and demand to be taken home. But …. He lay there. I am devastated.. beyond devastated. He needs to come back.!! Please please come back. Why Why ??
💔💔💔💔I am falling apart the ambulance had to come get my mom today,she’s in the hospital She is 84 I am scared💔 please help me pray 🙏 and send healing ❤️🩹 I feel silly asking but anything might help.💔💔💔💔
Hey
#HorrorFam
having a crap shit day. Now I literally just burst out crying. So tired of that happening. Nice to know that u guys are here and always help me feel better.🌹 Never put me down or disrespect me. You guys are truly the best, all of you..never stop being you..
My friends on
#Twitter
you are so kind. I apologize for going on about losing my mom on Friday but I am not coping well and letting it out helps. My mom and dad knew each other 70yrs married 65yrs. I don’t know how to deal with it. My beautiful mom and dad on their
#weddingday