HOSPITAL VOLUNTEER: Do you need anything?
ME: No, I wanna go home.
HV: Newspaper?
ME: No. Home.
HV: Clergy?
ME: No. Home.
HV: Therapy dog visit?
ME: OH MY GOD YES, I WILL STAY FOREVER!
I can’t say what this show has given me any more than a boat can know what the ocean has given her. Every good thing in my life can be linked to it and the people I know because of it. BUT may the grief of its departure not destroy the joy of its current presence.
#SPNFamily
#spn
Dearest
@JensenAckles
you are our cheerleader and our coach. You applaud and inspire. You make this moment perfect and push us lovingly into the next. You are an amazing man and I'm so grateful to know you. Happy Birthday.
MIIIIISHAAAAAA! PICK UP THE PHOOOOOONE! I HAVE TO YELL ENDEARMENTS AND TENDERNESS ABOUT YOUR EXISTENCE!!! LET ME LOVE YOUUUUU!!! Happy birthday. You’re exquisite.
@mishacollins
You are fucking worth love. You are fucking precious. You are vital to this fucking world. You are fucking beautiful. You fucking are seen and you fucking exist.
I am currently locked in the bathroom because my daughter is mad at me and I can’t let her see me laughing. She summoned all of her rage and called me the worst thing she could imagine. Past “idiot”, past “jerk”, past “fucker” even; she called me a “mortal”.
Six years ago, to the hour, I got the call that my father had taken his own life. I share this for those of you who may not know how to survive. And because you are one of the ways I have survived. Thank you.
I did a show that aired on Disney Channel eight times a week, minimum. AT THE SAME TIME, my 1600 sq foot home was foreclosed on and I lost health insurance for myself, my husband, and my child because of the residual structure.
#SAGAFTRAstrike
We cannot UNcreate. We cannot UNlove. We cannot UNfind each other. An ending does not end what has been made. I am and will continue to be grateful I am with you. Thank you. And evermore thanks.
#Supernatural
I told myself I wouldn’t cry. No. That’s a fuckin lie. Why would I tell myself something I know was impossible?
300. I’m so grateful for and proud of everyone ever anywhere who took a step on this journey.
#SPN300
(
#2
... Maybe tag right?) I’m a day late. And this is a repeat photo. But the joy on my child’s face is what everyone who is near you feels, my friend. I love you,
@jarpad
. Happy Birthday.
I use humor as a coping mechanism. I am also spending 6 hrs/day doing homework with my daughter in the bathroom because it has no windows and just SEEING outside is scary. It is not okay to belittle or demean someone for being afraid. Especially if that someone is you. Be. Kind.
Dearest
@jarpad
... it’s funny that I do this here when I truly don’t have words. My wee heart has whispers, though. And giggles. And laughs. And a couple times when you held my hand tightly so I wouldn’t cry. Thank you for seeing me. And loving me anyway. Happy Birthday.
I really think this is us. You, in glee at the world unfolding in your hands and me, slightly terrified but so in for the ride. Happy Birthday, alien friend
@mishacollins
. I’m grateful you are here to color the world.
And on a final note, I would like to share a private me moment.
My husband had misplaced his phone, so I was calling it to help him find it. He went down to the car, I dialed again, he answered and I asked.... “Did you find it?”
I can’t take me anywhere.
You should feel exactly how you feel. I will witness it and never ask otherwise. Right now I will choose gratitude and find joy in what is and what we can continue to create. Don’t miss the spring fearing the winter.
#SPNFamily
Carrie Martin daily schedule:
- pack up pull-out couch bed
- morning cig with moesby
- get twins out the door for school
- masturbate in bath
- vocal warm-ups
- hair gel (~2 hours)
- sound check in lounge
- 7p show
- 1 glass of chardonnay
- 9p show
- tuck in twins
- RHONY ep
Well. That was poorly timed. I didn’t know yet. Guess I do now. Sorry to anyone who thought it was a comment. It wasn’t. I don’t have one. I’m gonna go be sad now.
Kids at horse camp were guessing my age today. The highest number was 26. So…. yeah. I’m done acting now and going to teach horse camp for the rest of my life.
EXCITING ANNOUNCEMENT!!! I’ve taken the “official” test at long last and... IM A HUFFLEPUFF! (Been saying this all along.) I’m finally home. Or at least, in the proper House.
I’m not gone. I’m recovering. And watching the signature count rise. And crying. And then... plotting muthafuckin world domination with
@OfficialBrianaB
.
#waywardaf
My friend died. I loved him dearly. There is a gigantic hole in this world and I will fill it inadequately with trying harder to be the woman he believed I was. Kiss a being that is precious to you today. For Ken.
I wore my pajamas all day under my clothes because it was cold and now I don’t have to change for bed and I feel like I’ve unlocked a secret or something.
There it is. The sharp, brittle, snap of my heartstring. The first and maybe only that made me cry and then have to swallow tears to comfort my daughter. Thank you for being. I will miss you.
#ripChadwick
Actor Chadwick Boseman, who played Black icons Jackie Robinson and James Brown before finding fame as the regal Black Panther in the Marvel cinematic universe, died Friday of cancer, his representative said. He was 43.
This is Dean. He’s had a hard life but it made his heart strong. This member of the
#supernatural
class is looking for a foster or, even better, a forever home. Anyone near Philly?…
So.... a thing happened a week and a half ago. I haven’t told you mostly because I don’t wanna hear it. Also don’t wanna make it a big deal. But I DO want to publicly whine. So here’s a tiny part of it: I have a broken rib and a lung infection AT THE SAME TIME.
#CoughingKills
You know, every once in a while I utterly fail to maintain a placid and calm exterior. Now is one of those whiles.
FOR CHUCK’S SAKE JUST PICK UP THE SHOW ALREADY IM DYIN’ OVER HERE!!!!
#WaywardSisters
@TheCW
This was just after I’d finished my last scene as Aziraphale. I wanted to take a final picture before I stopped being him and I got a bit dewy-eyed.
#softangels
I’m not sure how someone can be so full of light and fun and sunshine and rainbows and puppies and joy and somehow still be so mighty, the world seems safer. But
@jarpad
manages to do it. Happy Birthday, dear man.
It’s 2020. How am I starting it differently? I’m in NY, walking down to get my coffee wearing my PJs and no bra. So it looks like this is the year I’ll be completely giving up.
Awwwwww,
@mishacollins
. Why ya gotta be so Misha, Misha? And why that bein' Misha thing gotta be so damn glorious and shiny and something that makes this world a little closer to what it should be every damn day, Misha? Just cuz, I guess. Happy Birthday.
“What the fucking fuck, Mom?!”
“Taby, we are around families who don’t like that language. You know how to use ‘fudge’ instead.”
“Oh. Right. Sorry. What the fucking fudge, Mom?!”
Hand to God.
*sniffs* my babies are all grown up and taking their first prisoners. I’m so proud. (Would I play
@colesprouse
‘s mom again? In. A. Fucking. Heartbeat.)
I took a day job. I’m teaching horse camp. A tiny angel with the bluest eyes just gazed up at me and asked, “If we get rabies here will you get fired?”
Yes, smol child. Yes.
When I was alone, you befriended me. When I was broken, you healed me. When I was sitting in my 95 degree apartment, you let my family come mess up your house. Thank you,
@RuthieConnell
. Always.
1. We have lost nothing. I cannot say, “This is more than a TV show,” and then mourn a death when there’s no TV show. We are still here. All of us. We will not lose the community nor the voice we have made. This is how the heart’s yes is louder than their no.
#wayward
My daughter waves at passing cars. I asked why and she said, “It might be a friend.”
I often see a old man as I drive to the horses. He walks with assistance, slowed by his waving to passing cars. Today I stopped to ask him why. He answered, “Oh, you might be a friend.”
#bethis
Hey. Rockstars. I’m proud of you and I’m grateful for you. Have feels. But enjoy the finale. Remember what brought us here and who we love. We can be grateful for that too.
#supernatural
My angels. My darlings. My sweet and beautiful hearts… you are not failing because it is hard. It’s is hard, because it is hard. YOU are cherished and loved and where you need to be to become more of who you are. And that is only good.
I think it’s important I let you know that one time
@jarpad
was almost late to
@Mark_Sheppard
‘s wedding because he was helping my daughter look for mermaids in the ocean. That is all.
Time for a secret: I do scroll my TL when I’m here. If I see someone asking for birthday wishes, I click on their page. If they’ve asked 142 other people with the same tweet, I won’t. I know it would take less energy to just do it. But I’m an asshole.
Hey,
@mishacollins
! Look what’s here! First review: Taby wants to move in with you because bacon should feature more prominently in her life. Currently prepping shiitakes for crisping. Xoxo
Hullo, new followers. If you’ve joined me in a whimsical moment, recalling the innocence of your Disney childhood, please don’t listen to
@PodcastWayward
tomorrow. I will be discussing the stark realities of how hard it is to locate a clitoris. Including one’s own.
So... yeah. It isn’t your JOB to make me a better human. It isn’t your JOB to educate me on different perspectives. But I am so fucking grateful when you teach me how to better serve my heart. Subtitles. Pronouns. Identity. YOU are important. Thank you.
Packing for conventions, an epic tale:
5 yrs ago - I NEED DRAMATIC AND UNIQUE VISUAL STATEMENTS THAT EXPRESS MY INNERMOST SELF!
2 yrs ago - I NEED SHIT THAT LOOKS GOOD IN PHOTOS AND DOESN’T ITCH!
Today - I NEED STUFF I CAN NAP IN AND WORKS WITH ONE PAIR OF BOOTS!
My poor kid has to get out, so I’ve been pouring over air bnb. Only problem is, every time I find a perfect place, I hear a voice say, “It’s a cabin. In the woods.”
#SupernaturalRuinedMe
Blaming a woman for telling you she was victimized by someone you enjoy is like blaming the person who turns on the light for the fact that now you know there are roaches in your kitchen.
@Club90sLA
@waitaminnette
Carey was pan but gave up all aspirations once she started sleeping on the couch. Her homophobic comments toward Cody stemmed from a repeated nightmare where she had to teach him how to give a BJ on a pickle bought from Maddie. That scene never made the show.
There will probably be other dogs. There may be Our Dog or even Her Dog. But there will only ever be one My Dog and, with all due respect to Your Dog, he was the best dog. 💔
Why was I wearing a mask while riding? How about this: I was asked to do so and it’s a simple way I can help others feel safe in a terrifying world right now. I don’t need any other fucking reasons. But there are many.
*creeps in quietly* i am not here much any more. and i am shifting the things i send from my heart into the public eye. but it also gives me abundant joy to share my love of
@jarpad
with you. tall friend, you are held with such adoration. Happy Birthday.
I can’t stop crying when I think of all those littles he was inspiring to fight the same battle he was facing. I wanna be him when I grow up.
#RIPChadBoseman
Actually, Jellybean was the trainer. I was moral support and lead rope holder. (It was an amazing morning. Thanks for coming to play. You all did a magnificent job.)
Maison with her new horseback trainer,
@kimrhodes4real
. Maison told Kim, “Animals talk with their bodies and now I am talking to an animal with MY body!”
You know how infuriating it is when your partner shares a thing they “discovered” you’ve been trying to get them to notice for years? It’s worse when it’s your kid. Mine just introduced me to “Africa” by Toto.
Sit down, child. Let the grownups dance.