first southern spring

slow integration requires presence and patience, but it will change your life. introducing & integrating small changes over time. it’s the difference between starting a completely new diet & gradually swapping out one food for something healthier. it just builds.

y’all don’t care that much and if you do, go outside cause no one else outside the bubble cares.

you ever see the outrage and think, “yall don’t actually give a fuck. you just want something to discuss.”.

life lately: barefoot rain expeditions, clay, puzzles & homemade ice cream

the best thing you can do to protect yourself is to tell someone. even if it’s just one person. cover your ass and make it so someone else knows your story.

mercury is definitely preparing for that thing. i just- the energy, it’s getting stronger

LMAOOOOOO just her and her orisha.

no amount of pulling rank.saying “i’m the adult” .or forcing him will ever get him to give a fuck or to be quiet tbh.

the gag is: my sons a gemini moon w/ an aqua mars ruler. i am also a gemini moon w/ aqua mars chart ruler. he wins every time unfortunately tho cause his intent is to ruffle/annoy & it fuels him. he lives & breathes annoying people, getting under skin. it is his audhd dopamine.

i put up walls and hermit after sudden deaths, betrayals, heartbreak or any pain really. i retreat into a cave. that time helps me reset and it’s so important that i am not forced out of that. i naturally emerge and am called out into the light by what makes me comfortable.

8th & 12th is gods strongest soldiers .(add pluto, saturn & martian 4th housers).

chosen to transform and rise above it all and gain power through it yeah ‘.

the chosen ones and it’s just 8th house placements experiencing massive betrayal and 12th house placements being close to ppl who actually hate them.

i think where many anxious folks get caught up is in thinking it’s everyone else’s job to soothe them and fix and be better. but it’s like no, your inner stability cannot be dependent on everyone else behaving the way you want them to.

i used to be very anxious. i also have been on the receiving end and being on the receiving end made me wake tf up and not want to be like that.

and it’s also a very “you you you need to do do do to help me me me” feel better and bc it’s attached to something (mental health). it’s easier to get away with/excuse.

one thing i’ve noticed is it’s much harder for anxious people to realize how terrible they’re acting (without victimizing themselves & being emotionally involved) and/or how it feels for the person on the receiving end and it’s a lil unaware. anxiety takes up a lot of space and.

personally can’t stand many virgo placements because they projectile vomit their anxiety onto everyone else but i think many anxiously attached folks need to look in the mirror for 5 seconds bc you may be verryyyy veryyy similar. ijs.

me reminding folks we are not together 🧍🏾‍♀️.

this has happened to me a lot more than i’d like to acknowledge (breaking up with ppl and then them returning as if. nothing happened).