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respectable and self-sufficient moderately-sized meow meow | 25 | they/she | same handle on bsky
kyiv, ukraine
Joined January 2016
god was trying to create a well-balanced unit but accidentally nerfed me too much and now i have to suffer the consequences
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kind of the same sentiment (from "on keeping a notebook" by joan didion)
no matter how much of a hellhole twitter becomes i will probably never have the heart to delete this account of my own volition bc it's first and foremost an archive of all my thoughts/interests/memories of the past six years and i love knowing what past me had to say about stuff
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"well-wishes" as in him being a wishing well/a vessel carrying other people's wishes but also as in people wishing him well and placing so much faith in him because he's their flawless hero, their perfect deliverer
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would phainon still dream about being a hero if he didn't draw that deliverer card? if he didn't imagine himself as the main character in every beautiful story she told? were other people's well-wishes slowly bringing him further and further towards ruin?
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i love the idea of cyrene unknowingly/unintentionally pushing phainon towards the role he later resolves to play no matter what it takes and destroys himself in doing so. meaning well yet ending up having a hand in his destruction
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no matter how much of a hellhole twitter becomes i will probably never have the heart to delete this account of my own volition bc it's first and foremost an archive of all my thoughts/interests/memories of the past six years and i love knowing what past me had to say about stuff
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i remember walking out of the csm movie thinking "wow the actress who played reze was incredible and her range is insane, she deserves some kind of reward for her performance... wait. it was an animated movie. wtf" which tells you just how good the characterization/direction was
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not understanding or lying to themselves about their own goals, motives, desires, playing nonchalant or pretending to care but not admitting to it because they've deluded themselves into genuinely believing it's their real feelings and who they truly are
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denying their own humanity and playing up their monstrosity, denying their own monstrosity and clinging to their perceived ideal of what a normal human life is like but never getting it right and constantly slipping
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(which often means objectifying themselves or depriving themselves of their personhood and tying their self-worth to how useful they can be to other people or how many people they can save)
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this includes but isn't limited to: playing the villain, playing the hero, fatalism, believing they are slaves to the circumstances they were born in, blaming themselves for something that wasn't their fault and inventing new convoluted ways to repent for their perceived sin
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i love characters who are delusional about themselves and their own (ir)redeemability, whose self-narrative is full of holes and lies and contradictions, who chain themselves to one path and see no alternatives, who deceive others but most importantly themselves
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with hsr this was most definitely penacony for me (the reason why i picked up the game in the first place) but amphoreus had phainon and a time loop and the entire main cast dying doing thankless sisyphean work so i guess it's a tie
i think part of why i liked jjk and csm so much and still consider them aesthetically and thematically tailored-made for me is the urban setting. it felt very refreshing and i loved the juxtaposition of modernity/normalcy and the eldritch horror designs of curses/devils
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i think part of why i liked jjk and csm so much and still consider them aesthetically and thematically tailored-made for me is the urban setting. it felt very refreshing and i loved the juxtaposition of modernity/normalcy and the eldritch horror designs of curses/devils
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absolutely obsessed with geto's expression here. ugly, distorted, repulsive, cartoonishly evil, completely irredeemable. volume 0 geto you are just so. mwah <3
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mind you my first attempt at rereading jjk was in 2023. i still have my screenshots and notes from back then. i stopped at like chapter 4 lmao
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wow sometimes you say you're gonna do something and then just. do it. incredible
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binged volume 0 in two hours cause i was too bored sitting in the dark hiding from fucking rockets in the hallway again </3 really brings back memories </3
jjk s3 op/ed so good i am once again contemplating rereading and actually finishing the manga
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jjk s3 op/ed so good i am once again contemplating rereading and actually finishing the manga
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i see so many people say they've never been this obsessed with a ship before myphd or that myphd unlocked a level of goonery they've never reached before and i'm like wow that is. not my experience at all. all of that is pretty standard shit to me. been there, done that, love it
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