i just learned that the vets made a mistake trying to put a feeding tube in minato and they cut his esophagus and lied to us that it was blood clot ... they called my mom and told her that it happened the day before and that it was "okay" 🫤

crying in the bathroom at work i want to die so badly i can't believe this happened. i can't believe it just happened and its over

im supposed to just go to work like my world doesnt feel like it literally ended 🙃

i cant really talk about it right now.. i dont want to... this is my worst nightmare and i honestly never thought this day would come, especially not so soon. it doesn't feel real and i'm not sure what to do. i loved him more than i knew i could love anything on this earth

i dont have it in me to send texts rn but the most beautiful thing in my life was taken from me today. i loved minato and nothing else will ever be my reason for living like he was. i never thought this day would come but he was my entire heart and soul for ten, short, years

sometimes i get frustrated that i cant find a recipe that fits exactly what i want to make then i remember i am a chef outfitted with the skills and knowledge to create the recipe myself

the bmth part 2 tour locations suck so much ass i actually had to comically double take at the announcement bc. i couldnt believe how inconvenient it is

when bi women talk At me abt how much they hate men and hate their ex bf's for like two straight hours and then finish their rant w "unfortunately i like men and i just can't be with a woman". like why are you... why are you telling this to the lesbian.... trust that i didnt ask

if i have to rank my concerts though... and i know what i Did for mcr... gerard girl LOVE YOU but she was an oli sykes girl first.... bmth #1 stan.... im so... like girl tonight was a movie......... ohhhhhhuhgghh

i really genuinely can't believe i finally saw bmth after like. a year and a half of being actually insane over them. i could write an essay abt how their music effects me but its midnight and we got a plane to catch in 7 hours. oh my god tho. oh my god. i feel so whole

BRING ME tHE FUCKING HORIZON

you didnt think they'd let me in the same room as him. rae i-

things are so unbelievably expensive right now and we keep seeing prices for things just go up and up does anyone else feel like somethings about to Break in this society and in a really bad way

its going to be a #thursdayband fall . rain, clean apartment, dinner cooking . thursday CD playing. always

im gong to just stop telling anyone anything i ever fucking do bc all they want is to give me their reason for why i shouldn't and why im an idiot and why they don't like it 🤡 i did not ever ask and i suppose it is time to stop telling

ok

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girl i’m bored let’s go eat the recommended intake of fiber

getting home to see caseoh uploaded a 10 hour video

can my teeth stop hurting like its getting old. stop being dramatic. (i do have a dentist appt in 2 weeks)