#edtwt intro repost .ᐟ.ᐟ ˎˊ˗ 𖣂 17 || 08 𖣂 she/her 𖣂 anorexia (diagnosed) 𖣂 ubmi : 13 𖣂 pro recovery 𖣂 i follow back 𖣂 LOVE reading (esp classic lit), writing, anime, history, poetry, coffee, and dostoevsky \ ˋ°•*⁀➷ ㅤ ♡ or ↻ to be moots .ᐟ.ᐟ ˎˊ˗

okay so can i say i found this slightly weird aswell

its been a while since ive purged and i tried too like ten minutes and i think i lost my magic touch bc i cant anymore so now im crying bc i feel disgusting i ate sm actually not rly a binge but overate for sure but im lowkey happy bc i dont wana fall into that habit again #kms

sigh why have i been so inactive OH I KNOW FUCKING STUDYING AHHHHHHH

cuties this is weird right?

so close to 700 million cuties

even if i wanted to quit vaping i cant bc getting a vape is so easy i literally just order it to my house. no id or anything.

this is the greatest thing ive seen all year

i love watching anime but ngl the girls be triggering me bc theyre always so thin

guys my dad bought me one year on crunchyroll with no hesitation. I ASKED HIM AS A JOKE AHAHAHA I LOVE HIM 😫

if bmi normal why body look obese

my mom has given up on force feeding food me and has switched to force feeding me vitamins and supplements.

cuties my pinkys up im really scared right now…

okay i lied i am addicted to nicotine

this account is for the girls and if youre not a girl, you are to me so you count as the girls

okay had my few days of fame now its gone

“Am I disordered if I eat <insert calorie amount>” I fear if you have to even ask that question there’s definitely some disordered actions going on

im scared so im closing this app now

cuties i just posted my ed journey and im scared ive never been this vulnerable in front of people BUT YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW ME PERSONALLY AND IM STILL SCAREDDDD

i’m in heavy restriction and can avoid most meals without my parents getting angry. the comments haven’t stopped but have lightened. i’m hoping to reach my ugw without any disruptions this time. im being treated like my own person and not a child, so i think i’m safe from them🤞

the fight from 11—hating body comments, hating being seen—is still the same. underweight feels like the only place to hide from everyone’s eyes. anything else is exposure. being “healthy” at higher weight never felt healthy to me; it felt like drowning in their version of okay.