I LOVE music (spacemen3/ Mazzy Star) films (mostly horror) books, good souls and my mates and can be a bit soppy about them all.
I AM VERY TAKEN no DMs .
Swept along sand to fire
Coloured by balletic balance
Springing somersaulting
Intoxicating iridescent eyes
Pierced, shedding words
You a visual shadowed sigh
Autumns surrogate echoes
Manipulate spaces
You my core
Bewitched internally
All silence surrounds
Except your soft song
Words weight enables fall
Abandoned yearning call
Speech disabled weary
Kindness trigger query
Tender wisdom acute
Beguiled renders unmute
Of sylph & seraphims
Dulcet haunting hymns
I was your lighthouse
Forever saving you
But in keeping you from danger
You'd never reach my shore
The point he shatters serenity of silence
Understated threats unsound physical violence
Fashioned by stoic pride jobless working class
Simple minds pull pints karaoke singers cut glass
Wary the swings mind the overhead rights
Hands that close the curtains also put out the lights
Convinced your heart to demarcate
Intellectual dissonance of love & hate
Afraid,falling down love’s deep curve
Lost yourself to an insouciant verve
Placed my bets on a wistful thought
Sold my dreams for those you bought
Feelings of worth capriciously
Never brought you home to me
oh to take your hand
bring you here now
tell bedtime stories
of a man i knew before
who you might have loved
before the curtains closed
he made a bed
from unsent love letters
slept with your words
too scared to send them
holding them in his heart
oh to take your hand
some yesterday when i was you
knots in my mind couldnt undo
find someone it feels like death to miss
remember a kiss is never just a kiss
seek not glory love is your story
to be needed is fine to be wanted divine
i pray,feel the beauty that i see
some tomorrow when you are me
Sever,slash holes through my intelligence
Become removed from all common sense
Purify myself with normality dawn of each day
Rid release myself of secrets by giving them all away
Cut out smartness effectively arsoning the stealth
Strip myself down to nothingness,simplicity itself
Your every sentence strokes my heart
All of them, I want to feast on each word
Gently but so passionately feel you here
My feminine soul arches it's back
You bend me contort me
Twist my body
It accepts you completely
I want you to devour my soul
Then within you I am home
Shadows trail behind with secrets
My longing never deserted you
Stars and moons on your fingers
Amulets as adoration
Framed the day you came
Hands inside my mouth
Pulling me from inside
Am peeled, skinless
Cauterize my conscious
But inside behind your ribs
I saved a dream for you
Noose my nature
Revivification of rot
Hope and happenstance
Wonder turns to wishes
Days by lighthouses
Blushed porcelain purify
My pyrrhic personality
Shoreline bonfires
Such beauty in symmetry
Twist fold me into you
Apotheosis of alchemy
May you believe in me
Enough for us both
Lulled lapping azure
Abandoned by Autumn
Alone yet sated
A parting gift
An infinite dream
Skin sung melodies
Pastoral folk songs
Whispered from
Orchidaceous Lips
Guava dripped
Peerless translucent
Cafu nay my soul
Poised siren
Would that my wishes
Waltzed your sadness begone
Scratch sombre hummingbird
Talons tear,free me
Not from you as you believe
For you to retrieve
Spirits of Styx flow
Past trapped,present tensed
Sealed with candle wax
Drip into my soul
Not with a key
Enter me vocally
Daisy chain necklace
Kisses wrapped in words
O prose my rescuer
Ripples from heart
traverse seas
Angelic voyeur fallen
Corvidae symphonies
Feral thought process
Ivory connect intellect
Bury me in bathos
Curtail catastrophizing
Lipread my darkness
My selective mutism
A tease of flowers
My subdued lips
Paint for you words
Hope, pray, Im enough
awaken empty in your arms
feathers weight between breast
feeling of heat in cold and dark
bliss's warm tattoo on your chest
eyes can’t adjust to sight
corners shadow dawns first flight
sense of reality you believe true
guardian angel of my thoughts
smiling beloved down upon you
Soporific silver in veins
Soothing in your strength
Untether inherent fear
Bequeath me confidence
Host thy with harmony
Furnace this monochrome
Instill embolden belief
Alchemize my colour
The moon is an actress
Tonight employing a veil
From behind such clouds
She hides her tears
Beestung mouth ,smeared lipstick, held her pout all night through
But where do you look when the eyes of heaven fall warmly upon you
And just for a second she smiled and looked as vulnerable as I felt
What if the sun itself were to give you a kiss are you sure you wouldn't melt
Tempestuously torque my senses
Lust nor love is ever sweet leverage
Discard your kisses as prizes as you wish
I earnt your elegant epiphanies
I need not you to read me for vanity
I need you to know me for survival
The stars will tell our story
At night time to their children
Good morning,welcome to therapy
contort my thoughts,contrive to mould me
Fractious mind fractured heart
possibilities personalities tear apart
Proclivities toward alone
Deep cuts closer to bone
No belief in death as far as I could see
Tried to find if death herself believed in me
Mermaids And Medicine
Alabaster angel enter me
Softly spoken divine
Fragrant fruit
Translucent tempest free
Storms surround she calms
Witchcraft eyes willows
Skies kind once more
Guidance a gift
Fountains frequent
Sooth my soul
my mute heart
voice cathartic
might you be my music
only the narcissistically deranged
take a loveable soul,need it changed
cut truth from skin inject it with lies
extinguish the fireworks in your eyes
falcons shackled feet
ravens wing clipped so neat
i speak regarding others,also me
songbirds caged will never
sing as well as free
Suppliant soft skin
Opiate hungry
Imbibe instruction
Persuasive webs lure
Cotton wool clouds
Beholden by boldness
Enrapt engaged once
Oh humble Autumn
Subtle grace
Stillness
Natural
Poise captured
Senses alert
But If it was only a dream
How do i still feel your kiss
awoke
A thousand secretive voices orchestrate a minds cavernous space
She silenced their thorny noise planted flowers in their place
We’d swap epiphanies wherein each other was the martyr
When we found ourselves wordless we’d still have dreams to barter
No flowers without sunshine
Drain me to inhale
Immersed balletic balance
Theatre of intensity
Animalistic internally
Indulgently anointed
Evergreen new
Each word for you
Violently visual sighs
Eden entrenched
Lunar stark drama
Simulacrum nirvana
Bleed,drain my lemon heart
Fill me with orchestras of words
No longer a whole since i left you with half
But I cant wrap my arms around a photograph
You asked if I could, would I erase my own mind
To nullify my thoughts, to turn my heart blind
Blunter my memories til they became a blur
But my pain became addictive and I'd miss missing her
Yearning,longing,saudade
there’s still a place between my heart and my shoulder
For you to rest your weary head when life gets a little colder
The words you loved so much only the same ones everyone uses
I just borrowed a few to lend to you to cover up your own hearts bruises
smothered myself a pillow of ennui
wrapped again in pointless lethargy
closed the door built another fence
pickpocketed by my own indolence
put out my bowl beg for confidence
reacquaint myself with common sense
highs too high & lows too low
In middle scale suffocated by vertigo
Heavy handed words venture from cotton wool skin
Warm blood courses hides the metallic taste within
Alfresco eyes metamorphoses to dim
Recoiling venturing one time only out on a limb
Twisting tumors that life always brings
Guess for different people
Forever means different things
The seeds of prose only shared
with the most fragrant of flowers
then they can blossom and bloom
for the world
In the jewellery box of your heart
where you keep the moon & stars
might they reside there
When i am cursed
with silent loneliness
might you kiss me awake
with words
Ignorantly I dreamt of you in orange groves
Pandora's box in Sierra Madre’s treasure troves
You ran the red lights as if in a race
An opacific visage shielded with dignity and grace
An oxymoronic truth belies itself as fake
'does death share the same hunger as heartache?
source & suck out my intrigue as if blood
locust swarm my lips like some biblical flood
hunt, shoot down my supercilious boasts
silently shovel them bury them with our ghosts
Whilst I pursue the half of me I lack
Still wishing that cos I rescued you
You might rescue me right back
Barefoot our spirits send
Ululating smoke signals
Portrait my passion
Paint my yearning
Disappeared into a place that isnt there
Whilst all the time my mind wandering
Alone
Inside the dark shadows
A child i was hiding
In a furthest corner
Afraid to be hurt
by haunting echoes
Hurt hidden away with a secret first aid kit Camouflaged ‘neath plasters where razors bit
Serene Evenings I silently counted blessings
Spent mornings kissing blood-specked dressings Goodbye xxx was 3 kisses at the end of a letter
Wish I coulda been someonestronger,someone better
Lacerate the light
Rain dark torn reason
My shadow your shade
Emancipated emotionally
Love never shackles
Purge thine own ego
Secreting holy pride
Insanity thou redeemer
Thy words Our tryst
They may break your heart
But only the first time
The second time
We break our own hearts
Wasted performing tricks to maybe showcase myself
Fear of becoming disposable then stuck on the shelf Stopped taking advice from the voices in my head
After another drink theyll say I'm easily led
Of human bondage,fragile,brittle
How could you make three big words mean so little
sulphuric saturnine
tango between breath
elegiac sublime
banality doth contort
stationary in solitude
guillotine amber thought
florid my monochrome
magnify this gravity
returning me home
sewing stars together
perforate my darkness
memories are photographs
only taken by the soul
Surrender our secrets
Serenade my soul
Sweep my senses
Enrapt me adrift
Enslave my mind
Would that i said i loved you
Mirroring the words of others
Might my promise still be true
But i need mend my own heart
We all cry that favorite love song
With just that one face in our mind
maybe I was only staying to be polite
to not appear arrogant or perhaps contrite
feel those lines they continue through my wrists
scars of a sacrificial lamb from some mental tryst
you shot my words down, sold to the nearest buyer
I sat on the fence dying from your friendly fire
not my reflection
an older me
spring will aid,heal
these inadequate seasons
words whisper solace
quell the thoughts
as once you did
the hummingbirds bliss
she lingers less at night
happiness is all you need
no comfort watching karma bleed
though alone is a difficult blessing
Hush now baby don't make a noise
Whispered demureness sharing bones with poise
Underground maps of calculation behind the saddest eyes
to protect from heart-shaped bomb-filled skies
surround you always with garlands of flowers
and cover you with kisses like sweet summer showers
Temperance to temptation
interceded on innocence
deliriums choir
knowledge is naked
eden
surrendered autonomies
my mask metamorphosed
ripen your rage
whisper me guileless
we gave our souls unquestionably
yet when forever abandoned us
i miss your smile in the sound of my laugh
A thick-skinned savior from all that ails you
Just another mortal who ultimately fails you
Placed on a plinth plaqued'all you'll ever need'
Never enough arms to staunch each new bleed
Stopwatch on my thoughts before time ran away
Some vain hope I might still see you one more day
syllables bleed from my tongue of drought
dreamt too much flowed and you'd find me out
knew I was bleeding bordering on broken
wrapped in the anointed words you'd spoken
When I needed a hand yet you gave me a fist
I guess one souls 10 commandments
Is another man's shopping list.
Wistful smiles girl with dove ethereal
Once joyful laugh faded funereal
What price a three-course meal
Don't you know all women are slaves
In A Land of subservience, pretty girls make graves
Shoot you down,disliked opinion,too loud tone
Took your mind now your body's not your own
Maybe he'd keep you,hold onto you for luck
Wasn't love you were just the closest fuck
Disarming mess,colors flooded through eyes
Been there got the t-shirt,left without a prize
Gave your heart,your love away to London town
The city of lost children stared only to watch you drown
Washed myself in a thousand bodies too
To cleanse myself from the scent of you
Heard howls quadraphonic then looked around
Viced my brain in my hands as i fell to the ground
Daydreams coagulated,melded a life i couldn't see
Realized the screaming i heard was coming from me
Her heart wrapped in a makeshift tourniquet
He froze it to be torn up on a brand new day
Tantalizing promise, wrapped in sexual politics
Bedside manners shared strangers for men only kicks
Dreamt a thousand lives of stars, new dawns
Awoke to barbed wire kisses, a crown of thorns.
Cancel their indulgence
Ornamental correspondence
Confessions are illusions
Hurricane maypole myths
Nostalgic for tomorrow
Hope?
That I may borrow
Enslave me in rhapsody
Balance souls hibernation
Suspirial perforate this dark
My hopscotchy heart
Lands on you every single time
Sometimes a great notion can lead you astray
Were you juggling razors when he took your eyes away
Allowed him an audience to soliloquize
While they laughed you sat adrift drying eyes
Smiles at you with goodbyes ghosted out the door
Leaving you to waking up not pretty anymore
Today:A million people will be telling I LOVE YOU LIES for a thousand different reasons,find someone on here you've missed,text a friend youve not seen for a while, meet someone who thought youd forgot them,mend someones heart,make someones soul soar,today you can BE LOVE,do it!
my dreams of desire to be adored
pickpocketed feeling oh so whored
character magpie,socially stalking
all equates to theft
imprison then my personality
that which remains left
shouldve locked away my thoughts
swallowed the key
was on top of the world
now the world’s on top of me
Might I even be able to put myself off the scent
Of all your words and what each single one meant
If I burn some lies will you sweep them away
Beachcombing our minds that following day
Therapy each other and after banish the sessions
To destroy the ego nullify our transgressions
They singed my soul
Turned out the light
Perfunctory platitudes
Over-sung gratitude
Some fools errand, love
Shadows salt my open wounds
Mirages medicate me
The cruelty of clocks
Shallow empathy
Saccharine bonhomie
But then you,always you
With a smile in your pocket for me
Jigsaw hands held childishly as we slept
she touched my lips, my scars where Jesus walked then wept
wrestled with thoughts of being beside you
not at the idea of feeling outside and lied to
like water lilies we'd just float on the surface
An Icarian love burnt by Dante's furnace
Though art a sword of many edges liberty Misunderstanding lay at translations feet
Carpenter my love
Some matches though caustic jigsaw perfectly
Playing Kiss chase with verbs
suffocated by griefs sulphuric aroma
Each transient thought a butterfly
How can a kiss taste of goodbye
Broke your rules
to keep me safe
knowing knowledge
is the enemy of faith
People take in sunrises
sunsets as they would air
Pass flowers without inhaling
imbibe words without thinking
When i stopped hearing angels
You Never stopped praying for me
They will never dream as we do
Thank you for my birthday messages you have no idea how much joy i feel from your friendships
私は特に私の日本人の友人に感謝しなければなりません、私の最初の誕生日のメッセージはあなたがロンドンより進んでいるのでいつも日本の私の友人からです。皆さんはとても親切で素晴らしいです
LOVEX
Nightmares wherein my soul would seep
Woke to find myself cut in my sleep
Colours melting into each other again
Clouded belief dissolved in rain
Soul was hollow heart still bereft
Self empty inside nothing else left
Might you return,ensure a drought
Lay down my nature,iron me out
Those bloated Narcissi
our past chaperones
Obliged by obsequious
now circle our minds drain
No crippled cute courtesan
Resplendently rise above
some cached grotesque
Freedom began in dreams
our diffidence shedding
Now dawn kisses thy colour
soaking in our elegance
Hope was earnt
Dark water from my self medication
took my heart and mind for a vacation
fear is real even if it's something I can't see
trick my anxiety if I hide what it does to me
Departed the glamorous
sadness of a leaving tide
Heartbreakingly beautiful
Like accident flowers by the roadside
The almost religious counterfeit love I crave
Shall haunt & follow me from cradle to grave
She kissed me first ‘neath a liar’s moon
Should dawn not come t'would be too soon
Love crept in at daybreak it never went away
Alas the Frost on the ground whispered
'Nothing gold can stay'
Circle of sorrows
Germane to our own
conciousness
The hollow demons
Oh empty shells
Emotional torpitude
my sorbet thoughts
This amber asylum
serpentine perception
You left a trail of words
Like fairytale breadcrumbs
to lead me from alone
Saved just in time
You were my last wish
Words wrote cheques
I wasn't able to keep
To wrap you in my heart
& my head till I sleep
Thought I could leave
& never have to think
Drink so I can escape
the fact I need to drink
Cry myself to sleep
wont hear me moan
Broke my heart when you said Id be lonely
yet never be alone
Thought I was on dry land til eggshells began to crack
That I was suffering fools, til wisdom whispered back
From the mouths of babes comfort had flown
As I fell asleep hearing Jesus on the phone
Was given a glimpse and allowed to see
A time without you, my life without me
Asked her background she'd tell tales of being imported
from far off lands, with grander plans, just like the dreams she snorted
outside she was the spirit of Eden, but inside she burned with rage
as she grew older i carried on reading whilst others skipped her page
i miss you
Thank you all for my birthday wishes, your posts, your art ,poems, photos & smiles but mostly thanks for your kindness, friendship & love.
あなたの誕生日の願い、あなたの投稿、あなたの芸術をありがとう。詩の写真&笑顔が、主にあなたの優しさ、友情&愛に感謝します。
You have my love x
placebo powder for hypochondriacally stressed
cascades of calming for the manically depressed
I newly became the birthstone for the feeling blue
and named now as the patron saint of missing you
When you die the body passes on every single beautiful word that has ever been said to or about you on to your soul.Every piece of music thats blessed your ears every kiss that has made your lips and your heart tingle.Fall in love with someone who makes me feel the way music does
happy new year you bright and beautiful souls , heres to a sweet n serene time , strong hugs n soft kisses , stay gold x
Orbital - Belfast (David Holmes Remix) via
@YouTube
the year is ending and i'm putting my past behind me. This is my poetry website, my secrets and lies, my crimes and alibis, my highs and lows and heavenly blows my sex and drugs and rock n rolls , just so you know you got my love and trust now.
you can only be a mirror to those around you
you can only return the love you get in the way it is sent
If love is true it resonates & stays in your heart
Don't chase those who wouldnt even look for you
Otherwise you will miss those standing with arms and souls open
I love you x
thank you , thank you , thank you!!! sorry it all got scary then dark and then dark and scary , but i got all your messages and your love and hugs and prayers and wishes and truly you found my smile again and my lost soul, you really are the most beautiful souls , lovenhugs x x
long story but made it out to see family .. didnt realize ( like when you've not been great) that i hadnt been round since before christmas so got CHRISTMAS PRESENTS and CAKE !!! result ,
dont be afraid of beauty as behaviour,
dont let others dim your shine:)
ps 🙂 love ya!!
okay , i did it , ONE YEAR OFF THE BOOZE!!! ain't showing off or being smug , i just wanted to let you know , and thanks for being beside me cos i wouldn't have got through it without you , you got the love!!
If people call you weird dont worry about it,sure they'll always be someone cooler than you, prettier,funnier,tougher &yeah weirder,willing to tell you ALL about it,just skip along in your own way,others will hear your soul ringing out and answer your call & keep you.Lovenhugs x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
@meg_gecko
, i hope you feel better soon and can have maybe a birthday weekend instead , and i hope the whole year ahead brings you so much happiness like all the joy you give to us , you're a wonder xx
to the handful of people who cant see my replies to their posts i AM out of twitter jail,but if you go to your Notifications,click on mentions or go back to your earlier posts you can see my replies,didnt want you to think i was ignoring you,as for pic felt cute might delete lat
phew, i made it out and saw my family :) dont ever underestimate the power of the love that you share, wanna know the prettiest thing ? when i clicked my heels together three times and said there's no place like home , when i awoke you were there , and you and you , lovenhugs xx
to those of you who are friends with my brother Mikey , sorry the panic attacks came back last month he got the Fear,then the agorophobia set in again,we will make him all better get him wifi dongle again and make him believe in magic and get him back to you as soon as possible x
if i was a farmer i would grow LOVE and send free samples to everyone who needed some at the time they needed it most :) and you could all have as much as you wanted , just to say thanks for all the love you've given me :)
hoo and indeed ray!!its friday!!hope all you beautiful souls have a delightful time :)so guess what ? Silly Uncle Mikey , fell in the paddling pool :) still it made everyone laugh and i can live with that :) have you all have a bright and beautiful weekend,lovenhugs & niceness :)
it only takes a second to inspire someone ,
a moment to make someone become a better person
only one action to make someone realize their talent
only one kind deed to make someone feel worthwhile
dont put people down for what they cant do
lift them up x x
a mate sent me this, pre covid, made me think not to take anything for granted,whether its going to meet your mates in a pub or going to see a band,i have my problems same as everyone else but i will remain grateful for the moments you choose to share with me. you have my love x
when the person you adore talks to you , you get butterflies in your tummy, your mind and your soul .
When i found my new friends on here i found a whole new life .
Thanks for the birthday wishes ,
you make my day every day x x
fell asleep counting sheep, woke up counting my blessings and amongst them was you and you and YOU !! happy monday and beauty and love be upon you :) ( brighton mid 90s: Leftfields legendary gig)
to my brother Mikey's friends,i've passed on all your lovely messages,he is so grateful to all of you,he asked me to say sorry he missed spending Halloween on here with you he will TRY and be back by Christmas, says he fell down a rabbithole but we WILL get him back to you soon x
who are you???got a text saying'Im actually in London on your birthday for the first time in years fancy a coffee somewhere next weeK?a phone from a decade ago number but no name comes up, its not a wrong number given the info ..but WHAT WOULD YOU DO ?? an ex? an old pal,nervous!
aaaw you know what though aint it just the prettiest thing in the world when your heart ignores the brain cos someone makes you smile without thinking,the ground beneath you is cotton wool clouds & you feel like you are being kissed by rainbows under a waterfall. Love is bliss.x
NO NUDEs!please can you stop sending me photos videos of yourselves in the shower &other naked pics. The DM as soon as we've met is a wee bit creepy too let's get to know each other out in the open,im here for friendship. NO more Bums n boobs and 'soft n warms'x NO MORE NUDES! x
ive been truly lucky that i made so many wonderful friends & met so many beautiful souls on here,ive never initiated a dm or sent anything inappropriate but that doesnt mean you cant give compliments on someones TL, if i say i adore you its only because i think the world of you.x
mornin' you sweet( but dark&deadly) souls,okay another day of running around so will catch up with you later BUT i'm sending you ALL little rushes of JOY throughout the day so if you feel a gentle happiness & a little glow of comfort, well that's for you BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT !!
The quality of mercy is not straind. It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven Upon the place beneath. It is twice blest: It blesseth them that gives & them that takes.Shakespeare wrote that,but makes me think of the love & kindness i get from you all,no judgement just warmth x