I FUCKING THOUGHT I LOST MY CAT BUT HE — IM DEAD 💀😂😂

I give birth in December and I’m already asking my family for a babysitter for Louis in June 💀 my 16 year old self would not believe this.

Got Louis pit tickets for Austin 😭 tell me why Ticketmaster kept crashing though. That was so stressful oh my god

I’ll forever miss you. I’m so thankful I got to see you live so many times and I’m grateful for all the happiness you brought me. I’ll carry those memories with me for the rest of my life. Thank you, Payno. For everything. Love you always 💛

Paul Higgins… the man that you are 💛 thank you

Today made it all feel so real…I hope everyone takes care of themselves today💛💛

Snapchat is sick for this..I just opened it and this came up 💔💔

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Good morning. I hope Liam smiles a lot today.

Update: I still love Liam 💔

@LiamPayne Liam I love you so fucking much

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He’s now with my other angels who watch over me 💛💛

This just made me smile so hard. I feel like I really needed that. I’ll miss him so much. He’s such a light 💛💛

I really want to go to the Liam memorial in town today but I’m afraid I won’t be able to hand it 💔 but it also might be really healing to grieve with others who actually understand my pain ):

Anyone going to the Austin memorial for Liam today? 💛

I’m so thankful for my husband. He’s been nothing but understanding and comforting during all of this. He brought me my favorite treat today during work and then tonight he’s bringing out for drinks and a movie to distract me some 🥺💛 hope everyone can find peace this evening

On the bright side, I was able to rejoin and finish. Said I got sick so…pray for me I guess 🤷🏼‍♀️💔

Someone at work kept interrupting my demo and i literally had a full fucking break down in front of all of my managers and project leads. I had to leave the meeting to recover. Let’s pray I don’t get fired…