Food is life. How can food enter a body that rejects life? I want to show myself and the world that I don't need anything. The craving for freedom demands lightness, and food is heaviness. It binds you to the earth. It reminds you that everything ends, that you have a body.
The certainty that death will strike me suddenly and treacherously pushes me to run. Im in a hurry to consume life. I live every emotion in an all-encompassing way, I abandon myself to it, I have to hurry...
That's why I never worry about the consequences of what I say or do.
Gaudi — using scale models made of chains or weighted strings. It was long known that an optimal arch follows an inverted catenary curve, i.e., an upside-down hanging chain. (Comment pt2)
I think I suffer because I don't deserve anything, and then I also think that, as much as I suffer, I deserve everything. And I'd like to take everything. And I get angry, with myself, with life, with death.