I liked it in the creepiest way, because I could imagine your heart and lungs beneath your chest, how warm you could be, the blood pumping and the noise of a heart so pretty. It really wasn't in a dirty way, I promise. I'm sorry.

I hope i die in my sleep

No one likes me why cant you understand that

I need a fast way to diw so i can't regret ut

I was gonna try on a pair of pants at work but I'm still fat asf.. what's even the point, I don't deserve new clothes.

If I net -800 calories everyday I could.. I don't know.. walking at work i always burn 400.. if i walk for an hour after then i would net -900.. i can maybe meet half my goal

I've had a period since 9/14. What if I just killed myself. I always binge when I'm in pain and usually it's just once during a normal period.. but I've binged like 7 times :*( at least I haven't gained.. but I'm not reaching my gw by 10/15 like I wanted..

i dont want to be hateful, i want to be kind but the hatred is all i have left

if im not hungry for the food at home im not really hungry i wont stay fat my whole life ill be normal before i die

Its not possible to gain 5lbs in one day its not its not i didnt eat 15000 cals its not possible

My stomach is tore up.. I ate 6 of these last night, 900cals

I'm so sick, but it's making me even less hungry with my meds, so it's ok

This is totally so doable (cope)

I want to be small enough so that when I die the mess is smaller, I don't want to be as much of a bother if my body has sat and leaked too long..

Im so scared im gonna kill my kidneys with tylenol kidney disease is probably genetic like everything else in my family

I need to not binge just because im in pain how to not use food as comfort without self harm

my whole body feels like I'm shaking inside i want to hurt so bad i need it to stop plsplspls im just a silly guy everything is so ok ill make my $70 ang then go home im ok i hope im not actually shaking

This is totally reasonable (coping).. Hope to net 200 for the next month..

-25lbs in 34days yay

Eating like I wanna hit a new hw dinner, not counting cal for my sanity bc I'm definitely over and reasonable amount knowing the donuts I ate were 600+ cals.. but i deescalated my binge and it worked so a win is a win

I knew I'd feel sick but I still ate them :*(