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venting abt my eating disorder and other issues dnf if you dont want to be triggered stay safe ♡

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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
yall... YALL
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
this is such a selfish and willfully ignorant take that reeks of insecurity. reducing a disorder down to it's barest definition and removing all nuance in order to villainize people who are actively killing themselves is evil work.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
guess my bmi? and be mean pls need motivation after binging for over a week straight.
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
@rickgrimes4L i think something is wrong with you 😭 i can't imagine bein this mad over people having a mental illness
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
no bc just yesterday a certain group of people were saying a vtuber who made fun of a black man's death wasn't racist bc "it was just a joke" but now they up in arms over uki. it's a just a joke they should get over it.
@dvckyVT
Ducky ✍️ Writing VTuber
4 months
Dunking on taunting hater: Funny oshi! Dunking on taunting hater but with the most tame white person joke: HOW DARE YOU! Seriously losing faith in this field. Can't believe you then milked an eight minute video from it. Where's the voices on the legitimate racism in this space?
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
@berriesthin the kid is not the focus of this tweet, please go tf on with this mess
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
im not surprised that she's collabing with a racist. she won't even directly call out her fanbase for drawing revenge porn and art of ***** being abused so im starting to think she's okay with toxicity as long as it's not directed towards herself.
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
i think abt this so much like
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
no bc i could understand the hate if she was on here preaching mormon views and encouraging girls to become tradwives but all she's doing is cooking in an aesthetic away. like people used to eat this up when it # cottagecore but now they got an issue with it??
@tiredfeminist_
Luna M 🇵🇸
4 months
They can never make me hate you
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
and before yall start, vague ass "i dont support harassment" statements are not the same as directly calling out those toxic freaks. she's blatantly ignoring the shit they're doing atp idc. and now she's associating with a racist.
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
@virgodiet she fed her 1 year old popcorn which is a literal choking hazard, i don't think she cares 😕
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
lost my appetite immediately she's so pretty.
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
hipbones... i wanna look like this so bad
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
reading these messages you sound toxic as fuck and also apparently you're 10 years older than him and a groomer....
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
no bc seeing a black woman in an "antiblack cult" and shaming her for it instead of being concerned for her is peak fake activism.
@gemmygemg
Gem 💕
4 months
It's getting so weird yall...
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i have a 4 page essay due by 12 and a presentation 2morrow so i'll come back later 🥴
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
@90s_fr3ak right 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
i couldn't imagine being famous and gaining weight like this bc everybody can see it fr like u can't hide it and everybody's gonna comment on it
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@tteokdiet ??? i don't see how answering that question is enabling you, mod seems like they're on some weird savior complex bs
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
some shit i would do during a really bad binge ngl. i guarantee u she probably felt grosser doing it than any of yall feel watching it. ive seen people on here admit to eating moldy food and food out of the trash and worse during binges, so this really isn't even that crazy.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
your stomach probably jiggles when u walk was actually crazy motivating i cant even lie 😭 that shit been replaying in my head since i saw it
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
im bmi 28 yall rip 🥲
@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
guess my bmi? and be mean pls need motivation after binging for over a week straight.
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
this video pissee me off so bad and it's got like 37k likes. the ONLY difference between posing and bodychecking is the intention behind it. you cant tell if someone's bodychecking most of the time, you're probably just projecting.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@Love_Deepspace man the rewards are cool but oracle feels like a waste of diamonds every time i pull bc my luck is so bad
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
posting ur bodychecks and asking ppl to guess ur bmi is a form of self harm actually
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@xerolIIn there's a chance she could be dealing with postpartum rage, psychosis, depression or anxiety. some women kill their babies and/or themselves despite not wanting to bc of this. i dont think this situation is really that black and white to just say she's incompetent.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
how does this have over 2k likes? it takes one google search to find out why 1200cal isn't enough for most people.
@iluvthiniorexic
Bia_Ly08
4 months
I’m sorry but how is 1200 cal unhealthy?💀💀💀
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
no way my brother just said this to me?? 😭 lmfao i HATE this nigga
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
no bc yall swore up and down this woman was neglecting her daughter bc of one video i need the same energy for this yt woman fr
@diormanifest
maya
5 months
this is neglect, why would you want to feed your child like this knowing what it does to your own physical/mental health and energy levels ??
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
the way she's pretty much eating the same amount as the first girl... yall r just odd
@sorrow212
sorrow♡
4 months
the fat girl eating sooo much ofc
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
this is the pic that stopped my lax abuse 2 years ago
@Mxyrid
𝐌𝐲𝐫
3 months
Every time I think about abusing l @x I think back to this picture, terrified
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@elfenl1e
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2 months
the art in this manhwa is so pretty it kinda reminds me of parakiss. (manhwa is spirit fingers)
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@elfenl1e
lani
2 months
this is taking me outtt fish and beef together is CRAZY 😭😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
"my fatphobia stops at lana" you dirty white bitches can eat my ass idgaf 😭
@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
i think abt this so much like
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
this but it doesn't matter bc ppl are 10x more forgiving of ur social mistakes when ur skinny and pretty 😞
@kittylvrx
kitty
4 months
when i realize getting skinny wont improve my Social skills
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
her legs
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
the top is the same, clothes look different on different sizes.
@Xixishrinks
Xixi
4 months
No one’s getting what I’m talking about when it comes to garment construction for bigger bodies. In this case the skirt was successfully re-constructed for the plus sizes but the top was not.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i was mindlessly munching on skinny pop while doin my hw and jumped from 800cal to 1500 im gonna be SICK 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
when i binge like crazy it's usually accompanied by thoughts like "i should just eat until die" and then i consume like 5000cal (not exaggerating) in a day and force myself to not purge. so when i say i need motivation, it's more like i need smth to knock sense into me
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@decievingeve try adding splenda or some other 0cal sugar. coffee in general will help u poop and work as an appetite suppressant whether it's black or not so if u don't mind the extra calories, a splash of milk wont hurt. (if ur fasting it'll break the fast tho)
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
my history professor telling us on the first day she's assigning busy work that she'll never test us on is rage inducing. it's not even quick busy work, this shit takes 30min-1hr per assignment and there are 12 of them 🥴
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
this a kpop idol meal
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
tweeting this 4hrs before tweeting another video to farm niji hate is crazy.
@Khyomaru
Khyo
4 months
Victoria Brightshield my new Niji Oshi
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
as a college professor why sre you maing an assignment due at 10am? MIDNIGHT IS THE CORRECT ANSWER ANYTHING DUE BEFORE MIDNIGHT IS NOT MY PROBLEM
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@elfenl1e
lani
6 months
i love to say this as a joke but i was so shocked when i found out some women actually mean this when they say it
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i mean she asks before eating but it's still kinda ... :/ like your patient could be uncomfortable and they're just saying yes bc they wanna appease you. it's better to just not do it imo
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
like i do not like mormons but yall do not have this same energy for other religions. ppl literally quote the bible to defend slavery and pedophilia but yall don't jump every christian content creator the way yall jumping her 😒
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
just saw my side profile and gagged like what if i kms rn omg
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
"fast 7 days, exercise 2-3x a day, 10k+ steps" yall are gonna pass out on day 3 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i want to get extremely sick not in an ed way just in an i need to suffer way
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@elfenl1e
lani
2 months
?!?;@^#,@
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i want a loaf of sourdough bread and i wanna put 3 sticks of butter in a pan and fry every slice of sourdough and eat each piece one by onenusing the excess butter as dipping sauce
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
idk reading through this it seems like she immediately believed you once she heard your side. like at first she thought u did it willingly and once she realized u didn't, she changed her opinion of u.
@qermicide
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
yall know that nun post? whoever this girl is from that tweet, she's so pretty like literally perfect
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
every single prom picture like this has the nigga standing on her dress. why tf they keep standing on the dress??!?!
@iloveliluzi555
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3 months
how yall feel about these prom pictures 😭?
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
just seen somebody bmi 27 with a thigh gap genetics are SICK give me one too 😭😞
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
"are u innocent?" "do u masturbate?" GET OUT OF MY DMS??! 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
the child isn't the point, it's the girl wearing children's clothes. this isn't comparisonspo at all
@zerocalmunchies
jordan 💥
3 months
this is crazy but posting a fuckin baby for comparisonspo is crazier.
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@elfenl1e
lani
6 months
if you're skinnier than me EAT MY PUSHDY EAT ITTYT I HATE YOU I HATE U I HATE YOU FUCK OFFFFF DIEHFH DID DYE I HATE U EAT MY OUSSY HOE
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
my drafts... get this bitch a therapist 😒
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
when i go to log cookies and the app measuring them by ounces instead of the number of cookies
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@clipitswings off topic but i kinda want diabetes atp like give me the ozempic NOW 🙏😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
2 months
bingemaxxing
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
idgaf that mikeneko tried to kill herself she's literally an abuser?? zero sympathy
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
no but having a period actually has some pros. like i lose my appetite once it starts bc the cramps hurt so bad and also i can poop.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
waking up covered in sweat bc i dreamed i overate like GROW UP?!?@,# 😞
@c4ramello_
essie 🍮
4 months
ed nightmares so humbling like wym im afraid of FOOD 💀
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i need to poo so bad but i cant imma hafta take lax this weekend if i dont poo by then 🥲 bc the bloat is not goin away
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
the sleeves look like a 4x lmfao 😭😭😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
6 months
if u purge and ur desperate to get the food out but u need to hide it from your parents or smth, u do it into a bag in your room. on top of that, if u hav an ed u probably have depression, low energy, etc. so you end up leaving it by mistake or just bc you're too weak and foggy
@sick7777777
princessa
6 months
ed’s don’t make u unhygienic wtf 💀💀💀 rotting vomit and shit? that’s another mental illness lol
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
ive been mostly ia today bc ive been binge eating, convincing myself the foods i binged on are deadly, binge eating more, writhing in bed from extreme stomach pain, trying to poop and failing, then binge eating more 🫶🏿
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i wish charlie had read this before he made that video on yt
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
@bshfuI literally just binging and purging 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
yall expose urselves as friendless losers everyday 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
2 months
ive decided to embrace the idea of skinny fat. it's better than being just fat which is what i am now. i'll worry abt being skinny after i reach skinny fat status
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
omg when ppl were saying that one person was a freak for bein in competition with their roommate and saying their roommate should get a restraining order as if observing wat other ppl eat and being competitive isn't an ed symptom.
@raidenbitesback
raiden | recovery 🪷
4 months
i feel like most people on here doesn't even have an ed (maybe disordered eating at max) because the second someone does/says something actually disordered yall are so quick to jump onto them and shame them for it
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
he's in his meanspo era
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@lilibloomcals "should i make a thread showing how i lost 20kg in 3 months?" WE KNOW HOW BABE 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i tell myself i dont want a relationship but this is quite literally everything i crave 🥲
@zoloftcals
indi
4 months
I’ll never be the same after seeing this actually
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
@max1ecal the message order was switched. she said that before she found out abt the sa
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
im a liar pvrging is addicting and i need this food out 😆
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
i jus wanna look like this so bad
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
the company: selen CLAIMED she was bullied illiterate freaks with niji hate boners: the company ADMITTED to BULLYING in their termination notice!!!
@Khyomaru
Khyo
4 months
this sounds like you're saying the bullying, that nearly led to the loss of a life isn't real and that your company totally didn't talk about it in a termination notice No, people shouldn't be harassing the talents, I have said this but the dramatubers end up being blamed anyway
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
jus saw a subliminal w affirmations like "get tapeworms" "get hyperthyroidism" and i turned that shit up ngl im kinda desperate
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
@pinkaamina they're squishy and fun to punch they acting like he punched a baby 😭
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
sex
@B00THILLTISM
WOKE ! Rin 𓎟𓎟 Boothill 🃏🪅
4 months
What's something everyone your age likes but you absolutely hate?
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
abt to do this tho
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
flatbread pizza. flatbread, tomato sauce, cheese and bake it. the one's i get on campus are between 7-800cal for the whole thing but id recommend making it yourself just to be sure of the calorie count. good to eat half for lunch half for dinner.
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@dreamyriotz
mius |
4 months
ppl with a sweet tooth are so lucky there’s so many low calorie options for sweets but where are the low calorie options for a cheese filled pizza for a fat bitch like me
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@elfenl1e
lani
11 days
but my mom got mad at me bc she said nothing is wrong with me like she literally sent me to the doctor to tell them what's wrong with me and now my doc is helping and she's mad bc i guess she thought the doctor would say nothing is wrong
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
and they only accuse skinny girls of bodychecking. they never accuse fat girls or men of any size of bodychecking, bc it's not about bodychecking or eating disorders in the first place, it's about jealousy.
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
im goin crazy i got half a mind to go looking for an ana coach atp like im feeling extremely self destructive
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
tw // abuse that video of the dad beating his daughter with a belt is so triggering for me. like that was my entire childhood. literally i remember begging and crawling away while my dad beat tf out of me.
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
im hungry
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@elfenl1e
lani
3 months
genuinely need some1 to write a horrid henry fanfic where he tries to commit and that's his parents wakeup call and they spend the rest of the fic tryna be better parents to him
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
idk if it's the autism but i physically cannot make myself lie unless it's to protect myself like it makes me want to tear off my skin
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
from wat i gathered, selen had no reason to include other livers' personal info in legal docs when her issue was with mngmt, which scared them. she wasn't following rules when releasing content so her cover was taken down and she responded in a harmful way...
@maegixx
Mae❤️‍🩹🐰
4 months
summary of the stream, THREAD. Note this is not meant to blame or harass anyone but made to sumarize what was said for people who cant really watch rn.
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
190cal 14g protein for a single bar vs. 148 cal 12g protein for a piece of fried chicken like 😞 i coulda just ate the chicken
@wannaballerina
𝒃𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒂 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 (odette)
5 months
real question- how on earth did protein bars become an ana staple? Like hello? The calories?!
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
i want to throw up but all my roommates here and one of them got a client 😞
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@elfenl1e
lani
5 months
yall does 2 tacos for 206cal sound accurate?
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@elfenl1e
lani
4 months
commas are so important 😭
@lilibloomcals
liliana 𖤐 moots welcome
4 months
i eat diarrhea i dont eat diarrhea idk what to do…
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