eidolon
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and what about it
The ultimate princess fantasy is to be so glamorously sensitive and beautiful that you have to be taken care of; you are simply too sensitive for this world—you see the truth and you suffer more than ordinary people, and can't function. (1972)
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Odysseus and Calypso - Arnold Böcklin, 1882
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A gold ring found near Hadrian's Wall. The full inscription reads ΠΟΛΕΜΙΟΥ ΦΙΛΤΡΟΝ (the love-charm of Polemius). 4th century AD. Ὄλβιοι φιλέοντες ἐπὴν ἴσον ἀντεράωνται. - Blessed are they who love, if they are equally loved in return. Bion, Fragments
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not only among the collective but particularly on an individual level, like where did this random epiphany come from. the astrologers may be correct on this one
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2026 already feels like the year of clarity and epiphany in which illusions are dissolved one by one
It feels like I am finally walking out of a fog, and for as long as I have quietly awaited this clarity, I now feel the urgency to keep up with that which has already begun to churn and spin. It has felt like those dreams where, no matter how hard you drive your legs down onto
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cosigned
We need a new era of Egyptomania
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on a girl scouts camping trip to the poconos in 4th grade i tried cross country skiing and it was an absolutely horrible experience that solidified my reluctance to ever try downhill skiing
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for someone with a fair deal of alpine ancestry skiing just seems like an unnecessarily scary activity to partake in … maybe its just because i was raised poor i admire the aesthetics but the risk for injury makes me never want to try
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This is why I advocate for glamour—in life and art. Veil reality. Write in symbols. Mythologize. Make it cryptic, a Rorschach test that turns the mirror to the reader. This way, you preserve your privacy while paradoxically revealing your true essence, not just recounting events.
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one must truly ponder what madame blavatsky would think of the current aeon
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i have had multiple people throughout my life tell me i missed my calling as a private investigator because when something interests me enough i will scour endless resources with an all-consuming fervor without thinking about or doing anything else. for those with severe adhd
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this is also why i feel afraid to go too far even into ~spiritual practices~ because i start losing my sense of what is real i need to be grounded in reality before i go full looney tune. luckily i still possess a fair deal of pragmatic sense and skepticism that prevents it
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someone who meets me for the first time would never ever assume how knee deep i’ve been into conspiracy territory since i was 13 researching jfk. but i love that about myself personally
which fun fact do you fancy today: the fact that Jack Ruby’s psychiatrist who deemed him mentally psychotic was best known for his key role in MK Ultra or Oswald’s “handler” De Mohrenschildt casually dying by suicide before being able to testify to the Assassinations Committee
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imagining what it would’ve been like to be one of the final priests of Egypt, tending the last stokes of a dying ancient flame
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would probably give me more purpose than anything else i’ve done in my life thus far even though i’m pretty much a heathen
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i hate receiving notifications, any little ring and sound coming from my phone puts me on edge. the temptation to live in a monastery for a short time to experience the disconnect with modern comforts is so strong. god i sound just like that spoiled girl in white lotus
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part of my problem is i believed i would’ve been some priestess or mystic clergy in the past but in the modern era is i’ve become hypnotized by screen and never allow independent thought and meditation/prayer to flow. absorbing the energies through endless enchantment
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is it a form of ESP (extrasensory perception) + acute pattern noticing to be able to see people for exactly who they are the first time you meet them
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but my primary audience will be women and i’m waging a war as opposition against “booktok” slop. this girl (who i used to follow on tumblr btw) amassed many followers and her personality isn’t particularly charismatic
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