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@dykerexic
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i hope u can hear me
15 edtwt pro recov
Joined May 2025
my mom just said that 2k calories will make u fat and that 1.1k cals is her daily intake …… yeah sure buddy
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I CAN FEEL MY BODY GETTING BIGGER AS THE DAY GOES ON THIS IS CRAZY !!!!!!!
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one. last binge in 2025 before the clock strikes 12 and then locking in ….. what we thinking chat
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I hate when I have disordered thoughts but then I eat like a normal person
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being in a secret one sided competitive ed with everyone around me is hell what is wrong with me
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i genuinely don’t even know what im doing this wrong to be treated like complete fuck up am i just a horrible person who isn’t even aware of how horrible they r
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and once we arrived at the hospital she started talking about how we r gonna have to wait among other people who are actually sick and whatever but at least i got a 2 days doctors note so i can rest a bit yay ……
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i shouldn’t be allowed to see my friends bcz they aren’t like doing awesome things with their lives and how she’s never gonna support me ever again and that im using both her and my dad and bla bla shit like that ( she put a lot of emphasis on me being manipulative lmao )
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( mind u im in the public transport that like half the school population uses to they might have seen me too kms ) eventually my mom does come to take and we got to the doctors again but the whole way there she’s talking about how im very manipulative and im using my dad and
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cuz i thought i was gonna pass out and FOR A WHOLE ASS HOUR i tried to convince them and like my mom is just getting mad at me and im trying to defend myself while holding back tears and my stomach coming to my mouth IN PUBLIC …. embarrassing
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ME MORE !!!1 LIKE OMGRIJFHBGVUY8CDEN … whatever i had to pack my shit up and go to school anyways but while on the way there i got so fucking nauseous and could barely move and it just felt like i was gonna pass tf out so i ended up just sitting on the floor and calling my
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was ok if i got a low grade and he doesn’t even care ( fyi isn’t even true but ok ….. ) and then got mad at my mom for saying that she puts too much academic pressure on me ( she doesn’t my dad does hello ??? like where did that even come from ) WHICH JUST MADE MY MOM GET MAD AT
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so i called my dad ( my parents r divorced ) asking if he could take me to the doctors again and he was like we were just there which fair yk …. and then he thought i was just stressed abt my exams ( ???? ) and that’s why i was doing this and like it tried to reassure me that it
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