I'm gonna have such a difficult life if I don't become more mature

What I really want is a way that I could be productive to society and earn a living without having to risk my mental health

I'm gonna try and work hard today even though I'm starting late.

jobophobia

This is essentially all I want in life

I'm the only person I trust with my secrets

maybe I don't want to be helped, maybe I like my problems

I will forever hate life because of this concept

this is how every zoomer feels btw

strangely very relatable

I wish I was likeable

till my avoidant personality do us apart

surprisingly, this isn't me but I don't think I'm better than anyone who is like this

truthfully, i suffer more in my head that in reality

every day lately, I spend time trying to plan my future, working on my resumè, then I start contemplating suicide, and then i get tired and I watch youtube videos and hate myself all over again

I'm the fucking worst

i hate myself so fucking much

I need a job where I don't have to talk to anyone

hello

I look lazy from the outside, but I actually consider myself to be a hard worker. But I can only get myself to work hard if I can work on something alone. I lose motivation when I have to deal with other people