I always think I’m faking my ed to the point that I’m in disbelief when I stay under my cal limit, like oh I actually did restrict my intake

vanilla scent lovers I’ve got to put u on this!!!🎂🤍🕊️

I don’t wanna jinx it but this is the first day in months that I haven’t had a flashback…

so many people at the gym have commented on my wg, except 1 of my closest friends (who is also the instructor) instead she only comments on my strength and my hard work in class, always praises me for my form, flexibility & lifting heavy, so grateful for her support & kindness💕

seen this all over the tl, give me suggestions pleaseee🫶🏽 (im vegetarian and don’t eat dairy but I can find similar alternatives to any suggestions)😋

I think smth is happening with my hormones, every single gym class I’m sweating sm, my entire face turns red and I have the body odour of a teenage boy, what is happening omg, I’m blaming my weight for this I’m 10lbs heavier than my lw so I think that’s got smth to do with it😭

another AMAZING gym session today, 1hr body pump & 1hr body combat, I feel invincible rn

Happy Monday beautiful people, I hope you all have a lovely day to start this new week off on a good note💫🌸🐭💞

It’s so frustrating and a lot of times labelled as anxiety eg for chest pains or breathing problems, but my ACTUAL anxiety doesn’t present like that so it’s a case of convincing the drs I know myself better than they do

qrt 5 of ur safe foods 🦖 ~ alpro soya yoghurt ~ vegetable soup ~ pink lady apples ~ berries ~ eggs

why did i let myself get fat again

so has anyone else bp’d already this month… fml🫠

I’ve fake tanned for the first time in about 10 years, I hope I don’t turn orange lol I just fancied trying something semi new and thought some tan would make me feel a bit prettier

mfp is updating and the autistic hatred of change within me is crashing out, do not mess with my calorie tracking PLEASE

I’ve maintained for 3 whole months, this is insane omg

there’s soooo much vegan chocolate that I wanna try but I’m ✨scared✨

I’m actually so embarrassed to be mostly non verbal at the big age of 26

I knew I had some disordered behaviours, got diagnosed with an ED and then after my second hospitalisation I was like yeah ur right doc sorry about the starving and denial

is it a canon event to be in ur “recovery era” and then step on the scale and realize ur not cut out for this

how the hell am I gonna lose 20lbs, pretty sure this 18 month relapse has shot my metabolism to the point where idek if it’s possible, I know I could lose 10lbs bc ive been that weight before but I hope I can push my body further bc I am too huge atm