Demon Queen Nerissa

or at least improve my life a bit... I've been working on it for 2 months now... but even that is hindered by things outside my power, so even though it's doable on paper... in reality it seems less and less possible... But if that plan fails too... that'll be the last failure

cutting a tiny bit of weight or improving my stamina, despite working out every day... I couldn't even fix the skin on my face so that I feel less disgusted when I look in the mirror when I wake up... I've been working on a plan, that's basically just a last ditch effort to fix

In fact it's only gotten worse... I basically killed my social life too, what little I had, by basically pushing away everyone, or by just not being fun to be around, because I'm either gloomy or acting like a clown to cover it up... I couldn't even succeed in smaller things like

As the end of the year inches closer and closer, the worse I am feeling... I think of all the failures... How I didn't manage to fix anything at all... I still hate my art... I don't feel inspired or motivated to draw anything... I failed to fix or improve my depression too...

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Technically this was my biggest hit tweet in April (as well as all year and probably my whole art career) with 63K, but since it's 3 drawings grafted together that were all drawn in separate months it doesn't count https://t.co/fNDdTo1Dn7

Best of Dayyo, according to you/likes #ArtSummary2025

Best of Dayyo, according to me #ArtSummary2025

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Requested by Skidmarx Alts on the P-sites

Lysithea

🎧🎵🕯️ #FineFaunart

Fuwawani and Mocroco rkgk #FWMCpix

Elile #絵リーラ #pendorART

Anemonerissa #RavenCrafts

サークル:耳鳴 様の音声作品、《姐姐》のイラストを担当させていただきました。 DLsiteにて販売中です。中国語作品でございます。 https://t.co/96t3RReut3

skebりました。ありがとうございました。 背景上手くなってきた。 #miorillust

skebでした。ゆるふわロングなMiori Celestaさん。納品ぎりぎりになって申し訳ないです。 Miori Celesta, with her soft and fluffy long hair. I apologize for delivering this at the very last minute.😣 #miorillust

Inspired by her performance during her Hatchday Live: https://t.co/LvBwnli6AA