thank you for the responses. !! 🙇‍♀️.i'm a bit of a ball of social anxiety, so i opted to put this into a google form because having more than one dm open at a time makes me tweak out.

i still want to come back asap but i thought i’d let things simmer a bit….

What do you want to know?.

i’ve been on a mental health hiatus and was gearing up to resume regular streaming on iriam this week….but it seems like the community is falling apart? at this point i’m afraid to ask what’s happening…. i hope everyone is ok at least 🥹.

video for context (not safe for anyone).

speaking of the homestuck bucket incident i wonder where they are now. do they feel shame.

i always considered homestuck my guilty pleasure and refused to admit i liked it when it came up because the fans quite frankly horrified me. i heard what happened at your conventions. i saw your bucket. i know what you are.

my strongest memory of the homestuck fandom was when it set itself ablaze over the caucasian incident. i'm glad to see things never really changed over there.

thank god no one clipped that.

i'm actually losing my mind at this i've had a few conversations where i was all "slurring isn't that bad i just try not to do it on stream 🥰" and thinking ppl were just shocked because i was too seiso to swear ever or somethin. .

i would like to issue a formal apology for all of the times i encouraged people in my chat to say slurs. i just found out that this word is NOT interchangeable for "swear".

RT @mashimyu: this is my new vtuber model! there'll be more updates related to vtuber stuff on @mashimyu_vt 🤍

check her out!! lala mama! cutest 2d2u member! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i unironically took one look at my discord and just went back to bed today.

whiny baby lala who crumples into a ball like a frail tissue the moment she checks discord and sees that horrifying red 1⃣.

if it gets a big response i might cut it off and put a waitlist/cap just so i don't feel too overwhelmed, sorry in advance 🙇‍♀️.

i think the form covers pretty much everything i need. if you were interested please fill out the form and i'll get to you. i do have a small queue already so please be aware it might take some time to get to urs ;;.

why did youtube just do this to me i did not sign up for depression tonight

and i pulled curren chan with the very last 150 from this. thank u club payday it was all worth it.

my umamusume club managed top 10 🥹.very proud

after three homeless scares and losing all my figures twice this is monumental to me. i hope life continues to stay okay for a while.i was so tired of fighting just to survive maybe it's okay to just live for a while.