@ninagrewal97
Ouuuuuu yes!!!! And then there is the person who makes you feel safe and calm even as you’re diving deep into being vulnerable. Like the words and honest sharing just pours out of you and you’re surprised at how much you’re sharing and how easy it feels and how much you want to…
Only the wild ones will understand a woman like me; a woman with multiple lovers, some of them husbands, a woman with many homes and families, a woman constantly creating chaos from the holy ground of solitude, a woman always longing for more while content inside her paradox.
I’m adding more
#footfetish
scenes to my book 👣 because they’re sexy and I think that kink needs more attention. It’s normal to me but I know it’s more bizarre to many and people are curious to know about it in full detail… so pirates with foot fetish? Mermaids with foot fetish…
Have you ever felt spiritual shame?
I’m
#writing
my novel on the mountainside with a lemongrass ice tea…
remembering a time in my past when I felt
#embarrassed
to be seen meditating…
I was afraid my roommates and boyfriend would judge me for being “spiritual” or…
This fantasy novel I’m writing is a healing project approached from the lens of Internal Family Systems (IFS) therapy.
Each character in the story has been modeled after one of my own parts. I’ve been practicing IFS since 2020 and it revolutionized my life.
It started as a…
Todays journaling brought to you by a basket of coconuts. Walking in the rice paddies of Bali at sunrise, green juice, and writing my feelings of the day first before I dive into writing this mermaid novel. I’m swimming in words and humidity. 🌈🫧💕
Trying not to kill
#ants
while I practice
#yoga
in the
#jungle
.
I feel renewed motivation to increase my
#awareness
…. like doing push ups over candles 🤣
because my heart keeps breaking as I literally watch ants march in and pick up the dead bodies of their friends and carry…
naked painting livestreams on my OnlyFans:
I've just started creating a series of sunrise paintings.
I'm writing a word in the waves...a different word for each painting in the series. This first painting has "LOVE" in the waves and "LIGHT" in the sky.…
finishing up todays song — at the beginning of the day we have no idea what we will create. It can be stressful. By bedtime we are rewarded with a new song in this world. It’s freaking giving birth. Phew.
#songwriter
#music
making the new music for ya! all the goodies are in the
#headphones
(I want an emoji smile face with headphones) 😁+🎧= ___ please :) — my
#music
is on Spotify …
These are the softest pair of leggings I've ever owned and everybody who buys them sends me a message saying "omg they're so soft!" hehe This particular design is called "Drip Me Dry in Dawn" and they're named after a painting that I did which was named after a song that I wrote.
something is so wrong 🤣 but then the vibes roll in 🫶🏼 — I’m playing with my new song “SHOW ME THE WAY” — you can listen to it on Spotify:
💕🌲
#music
#dj
#pioneerdj
#newmusic
You put on the TV so you don’t have to think about your own life. You got hurt and you sit on the couch and feel useless. You can’t do anything else so you turn on the TV. You listen to the news in the morning to find out what’s going on in the world. 🙏🏼
My favorite part of…
Writing this fantasy novel is the most complex puzzle I’ve ever faced and the first one I’m truly devoted to completing.
I’m not a fan of puzzles 🤣 I was tricked into this project under the assumption it was just creative writing and therapy work, both of which I enjoy. Don’t…
writing scenes in my
#fantasy
#novel
— today we have an broken hearted empress murdering men while I’m casually enjoying a lovely cup of jasmine tea and this view of the
#Bali
sea 🤣🌈
Having fun with emotions by keeping the drama on the page!!
👌🏼 yay for
#creativity
and…
livestream with my studio members tonight — keeping me company while I write my book. I’m so grateful to have people to pop in and connect with at a moments notice! keeping me straight and sassy! Haha 💕 wanna join us? link in bio for more info 😘🌈
for years I dreamed of being able to do exactly what I was doing at home - producing
#music
- but to do it in exotic locations around the world.
#doingit
#feelssogood
when I catch myself living this dream in my everyday reality now
#abletonlive
#musicproducer
Playing with my new vocab words by writing little poems…
All was redeemed
In a garden abloom
Where a demur
and bedizen woman
spoke to the ebullient birds
in a dulcet tone
trained by the sublime sun
to sing its praises
Awakening the concupiscente
day with pizzazz!
🤣…
verbs > adjectives
Editing my fantasy novel today =
linguistic gymnastics.
For example…..
• Instead of saying…
I laid on the porch and wrote in the breeze.
• I could say…
I didn’t have to stand up to catch the words blowing onto the porch.
Something like that… 🤣…