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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
i'm genuinely curious how she's managing to function like your average person,,, most ppl her size would be in diapers and have difficulty walking
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she seriously has never looked this small
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@chaerykcaI
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reasons and experiences that make me hate being fat and motivate me to lose. (ed🧵 from a bmi 36 girly)
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
rt if ur bmi is lower than mine (i need motivation)
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@chaerykcaI
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@babycals99 i remember one live where she said she felt like her heart literally stopped :( god i really hope she gets help soon i genuinely worry for her
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@chaerykcaI
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@404___exe it means uni got him bomboclarted
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
1. shopping my god is shopping like going to hell and back. Pants never fit me, they're either too small in the thighs or too wide in the waist. Watching my friends go shopping and being able to grab just anything makes me so jealous. Also hurts knowing i can only shop-
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@chaerykcaI
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@wrizt_slazher it's your bday and bday cals don't count! plus it's not even a lot on there it's a relatively healthy breakfast
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@chaerykcaI
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Pt. 2 of reasons and experiences that make me hate being fat and motivate me to lose. (🧵 from a bmi 36 girly)
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
2. Social eating Eating out with friends always feels like i'm being stared down by everyone in the restaurant. If i order anything like a burger I feel judged, but if i order a salad I feel like people are looking at me saying "oh look she's finally making the right decisions."
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
If i do successfully eat a smaller portion my friends instantly tell me to eat more, and that I don't usually eat so little, which only makes me realize that they do watch just how much I eat when we go out. It's a disgusting feeling realizing your friends see you the same way-
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@chaerykcaI
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at 3 of the stores in the huge mall we have. One of them being Torrid (a plus sized store) where regular size 20 jeans are $99.50. Everything I have to buy is so expensive, and even if i can fit into a shirt at Pacsun, it never looks as good on me as it does on my smaller friends
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
you see yourself when eating.
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
@starvinglia "slight difference" girl no one asked 😭
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@chaerykcaI
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1 year
kpopedtwt do this bracket
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
when I do indulge and let myself enjoy a meal I've notice that all my friends need to-go boxes except for me, who's usually the first to finish my plate. It's simply embarrassing downing a 1000+ cal meal within an hour while my smaller friends eat less than half.
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@chaerykcaI
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3 months
@bonesera xs in what world 😭 torrid sizes?
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
@captaingothic walking, going out, constantly live and doing things, not just on bed rest like most other ppl would be
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
3. drs appointments Going to the dr is always the hardest. When they weigh you and always give some sort of reaction ab what you weigh, and any issue you go in for, the chance of getting a regular diagnosis is slim. I simply get told to "watch my diet" and to lose weight.
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
Some key things to know are i've been overweight/ obese since i was in the 4th grade. I'm currently 235 and bmi 36.6
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@chaerykcaI
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4. In person school/activities As I stated, I've been overweight since I was 9-10 years old. Bc of this I was horribly bullied since then. And how did little me cope? With eating of course. I would go home and stuff my face every day which led to being obese at 14.
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@chaerykcaI
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This means frequently visiting the dr, hospital, or specialist due to not being told what's actually wrong with me. I live in america so this is super expensive and just annoying having to drive hours to different cities to meet different specialists.
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
@babycals99 the fact that her mom is the one filming a lot of the vids too like she doesn't care at all
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@chaerykcaI
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6. Sweating I am always so goddamn sweaty. Whether I'm walking around the mall or working out i'm sweating so much, going out with friends was always hard when I'd have to ask to stop and sit at some point once or twice. I can't even sleep without waking up covered in sweat.
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
tw ed don't read this if you're in recovery or attempting recovery/to gain
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@chaerykcaI
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1 year
@existentialgf sounds like a damn superhero
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@chaerykcaI
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1 month
@freak_out_in_a the amount of ppl who still don't understand that ana is not the only ed is really embarrassing 😭
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
Once I hit the 200s I noticed how hard things were for me that were so easy for my skinnier classmates. Walking up stairs to class, running to the cafeteria to get lunch before they ran out, gym class, which I ended up having removed from my schedule.
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
One day I scrolled through one and saw pictures and videos from tiktok as myself. Seeing myself there was the one thing that flipped a switch in me and made me start restricting heavily. I got many nasty messages and comments on my posts. havent posted a bc since
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
After my ankle injury, I even kept the elevator key bc walking up 6 flights to math was just too much for me. Embarrassing. I began to even skip lunch at school, having people throw food at me saying that I was so fat they'd bet i'd eat it anyway.
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@chaerykcaI
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this makes me look and feel like I have horrible hygiene, always being sweaty and out of breath gives most ppl the impression that I don't take care of myself. Bc really who gets drenched in sweat walking around the airport??
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
she's getting posted halloween night 😽 lmk if you want a tag!
@chaerykcaI
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7 months
she's in the works
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
if no one sees this I'll cry from embarrassment but does anyone want this?
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@chaerykcaI
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8 months
@v_enuscorpse can you make a thread on it?? /gen
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
5. My mother My mom will constantly ask me "do you really need to eat that?" or "are you sure you want that?" any time I would grab a small snack such as a cookie or cupcake. Ofc she can eat what she wants since she's average but she always watched what I ate.
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@chaerykcaI
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8. That fatsp0 thread. when I first joined twt and the first bc I posted did kinda well, i gained lots of followers from it and lots of friends with similar high starting weights. I often looked at fatsp0 threads to tell myself to never get as big as some of the people on there
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@chaerykcaI
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as small things like that are so embarrassing knowing someone else could look at me and say in their head "wow look how big she is she can barely even fit in that seat"
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@chaerykcaI
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This has lead to me constantly feeling bloated, nauseous, and having long spells of vomiting simply bc my body can't handle food anymore. Sometimes there's even blood from a tear in my stomach or intestines from just how much food I ate which my stomach can no longer handle.
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
if i actually lose 12.1lbs by halloween who wants a thread on how I did it 😋
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@chaerykcaI
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7. Not being able to fit. I recently I did some traveling and I realized on the plane that I could barely snap my seatbelt, and the seats felt tighter than usual. This along with feeling like I stand out anywhere I go, makes me usually want to stay home-
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@chaerykcaI
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6. Health issues Because of all the binging I've done I've completely messed up my digestive track. my body no longer digests or absorbs many nutrients, and it take almost 7 hrs for my stomach to be fully digested for the next meal, instead of 4hrs like most people
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
A thread of my threads 🧵🤍
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@chaerykcaI
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Even coming home after being out with friends she would question me on what I ate, and judge what I ate for the rest of the day.
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@chaerykcaI
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@morbiids hit tweet bc why does 20hrs feel like 2 days
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
@crystalsnpurge that's what everyone is saying and i really can't think of anything else that would give her sm energy
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@chaerykcaI
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@Smoothie355805 @bonesera this was so unprovoked rude and unnecessary? literally no one asked!
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
i love when ppl state the obvious like??? I KNOW???
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
FUCK. new year new hw 🥰
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
she's in the works
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
5lbs away from my first milestone <333
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
LOST ANOTHER POUND 🫶🏽
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@chaerykcaI
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1 year
@brattybulimic its never that big of a deal why r they so pissed😭
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
thinking ab making a gc for ppl w high sw/cw and we can all hold eachother accountable n shit would anyone want that or no
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
LOST ANOTHER 1.5 🙏🏽
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@chaerykcaI
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pov ur bf ghosts you after you tell him you've been sa-ed 🥰 if i don't wake up we know why!
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@chaerykcaI
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me when i tried to drink bleach but it was nasty so i mixed it w rootbeer 😭 when i told the emts they LAUGHED
@deeadrosee
rosee ❀ recovery era
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are ppl even real 😭
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@chaerykcaI
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new challenge. dont eat until they ask you to hang out again/dont eat until they txt you again 🫶🏽
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@chaerykcaI
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235 is the lowest i've been since literally may 🥹 im actually gonna cry im so proud
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@chaerykcaI
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yup 🫶🏽
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
That's all for now! I may make a part two if anyone wants it but I hope you all enjoyed 🤍 And good luck to everyone reaching their gws!! Be safe and my dms are always open for anyone who needs them!!
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@chaerykcaI
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just found out that lose it can import a recipe from a link and get the correct cals from it??? like wtf
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@chaerykcaI
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3 months
can yall stop posting people who are literally in recovery?? esp comparison pics like this? so weird
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
Account vs user 🫶🏽
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@uwprincess_
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Account v user 🥰
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@chaerykcaI
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well well well,,,,,
@treywtff
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W eats?
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@chaerykcaI
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it finally happened 🙏🏽 the motivation i needed tbh
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@chaerykcaI
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oh i'm gonna kms
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@chaerykcaI
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@chaerykcaI
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2 months
my lips would be hanging out flapping in the wind who are these made for ???
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
yo wtf. my bad for saying happy birthday to an old friend
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@chaerykcaI
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cal estimate? homemade potato soup 🤭 it's so fucking good guys i'm such a good cook
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@chaerykcaI
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2 years
˗ˏˋhow i lost 7.2lbs in a week´ˎ˗ ˚₊·-͟͟͞➳❥ an edtwt thread ♡/↻ appreciated
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@chaerykcaI
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5 months
AYEEEEEE -2.5lbs 🙏🏽
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@chaerykcaI
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3 months
@bibi_gg2 violette you're scaring ppl
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@chaerykcaI
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-.half a lb i'll take it bc that totals to 8lbs in 7 days
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@chaerykcaI
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@crystalsnpurge why is she even posting ab her minor sisters sexual life
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
JANUARY IS MY MONTH FR -2.2LBS BITCHHHHHH
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@chaerykcaI
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3 months
what if i krill myself
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
she probably frying smth,,, do you want her to use water or smth😭
@Norm4nR0ckwell
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this is CRAZY
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@chaerykcaI
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tell me wtf i'm supposed to use this high ass mirror for???
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
i love when ppl on here dm me like "ur fat" "ur bmi is so high" like yes i know i promise i know
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@chaerykcaI
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3 months
pls read (thread continues)
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
new challenge. dont eat until your friend will hang out w you instead of her bf for once (you'll stave to death)
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@chaerykcaI
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7 months
who wants a tag??
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
some of this shit was NOT basic knowledge
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@chaerykcaI
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2 months
if i see one more man STANDING ON THE FUCKING DRESS...
@iloveliluzi555
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how yall feel about these prom pictures 😭?
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@chaerykcaI
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do yall think her waist is edited or are her arms just disproportionate to her body
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
there's something about drinking from baby bottles and sippy cups that's so fun like??? plus it's not hurting anyone so what's the problem???
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@chaerykcaI
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@Seskuh1 i literally said tw ed and don't read if ur in recovery??? nothing in this thread is ab being healthy or helping ppl, its my experiences? you're on the wrong side of twt for that bud
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@chaerykcaI
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2 years
@jihyorexic at your service
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
girl.... ur in a group called "starving interrupted" asking for a healthy way to lose weight. on edtwt. please go somewhere else.
@florencia1gg
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tips to lose weight fast but healthily please😭
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@chaerykcaI
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@villaingrave the specific shade of green mixed with the yellow lighting just makes the room feel really really gross
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
well damn
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
need to lose 3.4lbs before feb to be 10lbs down i think i can do it
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@chaerykcaI
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2 years
if ur gonna attack ppl make sure you have a strong password and vpn
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@chaerykcaI
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4 months
do all yalls ed's stem from ur moms??? i love my mom she's amazing we have a great relationship,,, are yall ok????
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syringe !! 🎀 :: ✧˖°.
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“I have an ed !!” how is your relationship with your mother like .. ?
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@chaerykcaI
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WOOO SNOW
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@chaerykcaI
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i've never been more embarrassed in my life where is my BRAIN AT.
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