Cillian.
@cbforteza
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It may feel like a distant memory to you, but time does not soften the cruelty of what you did. Float around, pretend to be light. No amount of white linen can hide bloodstains. Cuts of your omissions, the damage beneath your halo. The mask slipped, I saw.
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Song · 2026 · Duration 4:07
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I may need to start checking all my messages because I’ve been missing in action far too long. Good Morning.
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Cold days ahead, and I’m pushing myself to finish every last bit of this damn work. If I weren’t me, I would’ve abandoned everything. But I am me, wired to endure. One of my most aliving traits is the instinct to provide, to hold things together even as my hands ache.
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To be fair, I was keen on being active, but unfortunately the signal here in the Philippines isn’t great. It could be the internet or the service providers. A bloody nuisance.
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⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀forteza ─ 𝟬𝟮𝟬𝟰𝟮𝟲 location : Disabled Just a little adjustment, and I’ll be right back on track. You can best believe I’ll be watching Bridgerton after the gym. ᅠᅠ
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Here’s hoping that tomorrow I truly show up and keep my promise to be active again. Finally, Hello.
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Can a soul hold the weight of my obsession, my loyalty and my unending love? Promises pour endlessly from distant voices, spoken because they sound beautiful. But are any of them brave enough to mean what they say? I wonder, and when I do, the game begins.
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⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀forteza ─ 𝟬𝟭𝟬𝟭𝟮𝟲 location : Disabled Happy New Year, Everyone. There’s a lot to be thankful for, but I’m most grateful for the positivity that surrounds my life. ᅠᅠ
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How many subscriptions am I expected to have at this point? I just added a new one on Prime for The Summer I Turned Pretty, and now my little cousins are trying to convince me it’s a must watch. I’m being peer pressured by children. 😂
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⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀forteza ─ 𝟭𝟮𝟮𝟴𝟮𝟱 location : Disabled Happy Christmas, Everyone. Keeping the magic alive with my yearly tradition of playing Harry Potter. Have a good day! ᅠᅠ
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People around me curse the coming of winter, but I welcome it. I step into snow every time it falls, an invitation I never refuse. Despite the bite of the cold, I find the world soften and everything feels stripped down to its truth. London is where I’ll always celebrate. :)
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Shall I revive the Discord for this? Pardon me, I’m rather single so the invited are limited to friends. But please don’t lose sight of what truly matters here: I have reclaimed my throne and am once again beating everyone in Pokémon. :) https://t.co/FGS1wP3Bb0
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The amount of road rage I survive in the Philippines honestly deserves its own research paper. Stay safe out there, quit being kamote, and for the love of everything holy, please follow the rules. For fucks sake. Good Morning. :)
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I’ve been drowning in paperwork so intensely that I didn’t realize I haven’t stepped outside in six days. Now my anxiety is whispering that I’m going to fall apart from a lack of sunlight, even though I know it isn’t true. Good Morning. 😅
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⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀forteza ─ 𝟭𝟮𝟬𝟯𝟮𝟱 location : Disabled I’ve been gone in flashes lately, so let this be my gentle proof of life. And yes, I found my way back to the firing range too. :) ᅠᅠ
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Doggy on board. This started as a simple ‘volunteer and pick a floof to bring to the stables’ moment, but I already know I’m going to end up keeping him. If he’s this confident around my noble beasts, then he deserves a place in the family. Welcome Lilo, my star stable.
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Maybe I really do reply at night just so I can catch up on all my messages. I think I owe a few people an apology for disappearing, the holidays are definitely to blame. :)
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I just ordered a single bed for my little office nook. My friends think I’ve lost it, but honestly, why would I drive home half-asleep? I call it strategic, no risk of dozing off on the road. I’ll be tucked in, while they’re out there suffering in traffic. Who’s winning now? 😂
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Please explain to me why my staff insists on playing this song on a loop from sunrise to closing time. At this point the melody has burrowed into my skull, and is now living rent free. I’m not even questioning it anymore, it’s kinda catchy. :) https://t.co/PBICqWixtl
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Song · 2025 · Duration 3:22
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⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Mornings may intimidate half of the world, but I find solace in the quiet hours. I thrive when the world still dreams, only a few souls stir, before the air is touched, and the light hasn’t decided to rise. ᅠᅠ
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