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Joined February 2023
Such silly little things, those felt nice. But also hearing he got missed, was just too nice. "And Xavier.... I did miss you too and now that you're here, I realize I did miss you quite more than I thought."
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It's definetly not like Ian hated it, more like the opposite. "You're unbelievable." A wider smile on his lips as he leaned in to place a quick peck against Xavier's lips. "You'll get more when we're alone." +
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He nodded and reached out to grab some beer, soon surprised by Xavier's sudden actions. He smiled a little and held onto the others arm. "Hey, we're not alone here..." Nevermind his words, he did tilt his head a little to give Xavier more access to his neck. +
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Ian sure would feel uncomfortable and betrayed if he knew he was already 'naked' to the other. He tried so hard getting rid of all his past, not wanting anyone to know anymore. "Beer it is, I'll take it too." +
Xavier had been too comfortable with Ian. He almost forgot to ask certain follow up questions because, he knew about Ian. He knew where he worked, his criminal record, any reports and detailing of his past on file. Ian was known to him, yet he had to pretend as if he was —
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"Are you okay with beer or do you prefer soju? Oh and... some snacks or rather not?"
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even having been in prison, when even would he had time to date? Ian was curious about the others job, but he also knew not to ask further. If Xavier was ready, he would tell him more. They walked further until they reached the convenience store, stepping inside together. +
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Ian sure needed someone who could... take a bit care of him, he can be quite reckless when it comes to taking care of his health. "I don't even remember the last time I really dated... but it must be at least ten years ago, or more..." With his past as addict, criminal and +
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That sweet gesture of the other almost made Ian blush. It was really like they were some teenagers right now, but well, as long as it feels good, who cares? "I'd love to taste your cooking one day." A perfect match for him, in terms of cooking at least. +
Xavier listened intently, taking a view drags off his cigarette, his green eyes looking over the other. Holding someone’s had caused a light fluttering in his ribcage. There was a laugh after Ian’s last comment. He had to be careful about what he said. He didn’t want to —
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the truth after all, why making things sound better than they were? Ian would never lie about such things. "What about you? I sure got nothing to know about you aswell, except your name and your dick."
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I do a normal job, I love cigarettes, sometimes some alcohol and good sex. Oh, and I can't cook at all and probably eat rather unhealthy, well not that it matters since my whole lifestyle seems rather unhealthy." A smile on his lips, while saying that out loud, it was +
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At least his self right now, but he was content with it. Living the plain and boring life. His past... was something he wanted to forget, so he would never bring that up... probably. "I think there's nothing much exciting about me... +
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"Complimenting me without any shame right here?" He chuckled a little before thinking about the question asked. He was not one to talk much at all and for sure not about himself. What could he tell? He felt he was rather... plain and boring. +
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He took a long drag on the cigarette after it was lit, exhaling the smoke in content. "Thanks." With a smile he looked at the over, now starting to walk beside him, one hand in his, one held the cigarette. +
A smile had already been emerging on his face, but now as they got outside it only grew into a soft laugh. It was twisted how much he enjoyed spending his time with Ian. It felt like when he first started dating in his early aged, but even then he was distracted. —
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It wasn't that far, the night wind was nice and there was a convenience store on the way, where they could buy some drinks. Ian looked over at Xavier while taking out his cigarettes, offering the other one.
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Holding hands like this? Usually something Ian would not do typically. But for some reason, he thought if he'd let go of that hand right now, the other might disappear again. "Did you walk here or do you have any vehicle here? I would have suggested walking to the river." +
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Ian reached out to take Xavier's hand and got up with his help then. Even when already standing, he did not let go of his hand, instead he just pulled him along, walking out of the bar with the man beside him. +
A date was an exciting proposition. Xavier himself hadn’t dated since his fiancé left him. After that everything turn into a blur, a haze of pull himself deeper into work. At this point, Xavier only up-kept his body in peak condition so he could fulfill his work better. —
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He left his past behind him, sure connections are still there, but he actively left the dirty job. Though, he's still... someone who killed and that will always stay. For now, he just wants to focus on Xavier and see... what will happen.
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open up to someone and maybe let them into his life. He did not trust easily, so allowing the other man those little things so far, is unusual for Ian. But maybe, after so many years, he could try again... try to be happy with someone. +
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glass back down. "Let's leave this place for now then? We could go by the river, grab another drink and... I could need a smoke aswell." If Ian knew what the other was thinking, he'd feel really disappointed. For him, it was not easy and not typical to +
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