Wanna keep the local music scene alive? So do I. I’ve now open up donations that go toward funding Spectrum Rays so that I could carry on providing a platform for musicians and even my own project https://t.co/BKLDvzSwZZ

To a certain someone that posted “I’m going to hell for all the reels I’ll be sharing today/tomorrow” My thoughts “you’re going to hell for just being the lying misguided a-hole you are. Ultimately just by being the person you are period” Swear I felt like replying this!

Why do I feel like I have been inadvertently offending some people even though that’s far from my intentions? I think I need counselling if I’m overthinking this

I have the tendency to think a person is just jealous of me when I feel that they’re rubbing me the wrong way or demeaning me. Even if they tell me it’s for my own good. Is it some kind of self affirmation ego I have or something?

How the tables have turned. Last time you told me you are going to block me and for good this time. But THIS time, I am the one who blocked you! 🖕🏻 Never knew I’d eventually survive this

I’d prolly look into her coffin and say “you’ve always been dead to me and now you really are”

If I were to attend a wake of this aunty that gave me shit at my dad’s funeral, I’d make sure I’m wearing a shirt that says “ZERO FUCKS GIVEN” Cause it’s not like she gave a shit that I was grieving my dad and thought it was a perfect time to lecture me

Performing with Segregated Crystal this 24th at Behave Ampang! We’ll be up at 8:20 but come and support other bands too! Tickets priced at RM30 @writersdailymy @postagig @kelipanstore #metalcoremalaysia #metalgigmalaysia

If they don’t care about hurting my feelings, why should I care if they think I’m being rude? I’m just walking away. No harm done

If there’s one thing that I should start practicing right now, it’s to stop a person from saying anything further and just walk away when I’m feeling demeaned or intimidated by their words. Fuck principles and being polite during such a time

Call me egoistic or anything like that, but I’m sorry (not sorry) for my defence mechanism being somewhat over the top. Try to read about a person that has led a bullied lifestyle every freaking place they go. Even at their own home (in the past)

4. Telling me how I should do my job as an organiser. I appreciate feedback so that I can improve but the choices of words matter. Cause it’ll make me question how I run things. It’s fine if they always check back with me to ask how things are. However if they don’t, well F OFF!

3. Chasing after me when they know I owe them something after I give in to their demands. When they take their own sweet time to respond to me, I try my best to be understanding. When the roles are reversed, oh come chase after me as if I’m not dealing with a lot already!

2. Demands for more than what I give. Same explanation as point number one!

1. Any signs of thanklessness. This is what tops it off. Because as it is, I already bust my ass off to make all these shows happen, even while I have struggles and then when they turn a deaf ear or blind eye to it by expecting more… that’s already a turning point

I used to get ask what would contribute to me not calling (certain) bands for shows anymore. I’ll tell you a few factors

Many of you have been vouching for me to organise festivals or at bigger event spaces right? Okay who knows? If we get enough donations, that can happen! Even if you donate RM5, I’ll still appreciate it. You can continue later on if and when you can

I know your response will be “then don’t see la” or “unfollow la”. Here’s what I’ll say if I have to speak for the ones that do… one word, “gladly”

As a matter of fact people are getting sick of seeing you blatantly curse out everyone and everything around you. Yes ranting is okay and all but you are doing it with the intention of putting people down and thinking you’re above all. That’s what makes people get sick of you