i think id make a great boy

im so tired

im going back to sleep i cant do this

i want more for myself i hate this mundane shit

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euuggghhhh yesterday was good whyd today have to suck

i wish i died when i actually was desperate enough to try

i gotta blow my shit smooth off bruh

i just want to be free im so sick of this

i just want to be free i just want do what I FUCKING WANT for once is that too much to ask?? to just do what I want for once??

whatever ill just sleep it off

the say it gets better it never does i shouldve just died instead of trying ti see it through fucking waste of time and breath

i hate my life i hate my life i hate my fucking LIFE I NEVER EVEN WANTED THIS FOR MYSELF I NEVER EVEN SAW MYSELF LIVING PAST SIXTEEN WHY AM I EVEN HERE MY GODDD

im completely alone nobody cares nobody is going to help me why do i always end up doing this shit on my fucking own im going to kill myself

i just wish i had some fucking GUIDANCE i NEED someone to tell me what to do I NEED FUCKING HELP AND NOBODYS HELPING ME

i hate my fucking life i swear nothing goes right and my fuckass mother is no help worst advice giver ever

so im probably gonna major in something retarded like art or history

so update on college acceptance the program i want to major in requires residency in state on top of holding a license for 3 years and im like 🫩🫩 are you fucking kidding me well there goes my plan of getting into automotive right away lmao

whats the point of being alive anyways

fuck my chud life

so pissed off i couldnt even type hate