late January walking accountability ₊ ⊹ ⋆𐙚❅🦌*°⋆❆.⛸️ ⤷ 10.000 steps a day ☃︎ ⋆⁺₊❅。

my arms have gotten so big that i can barely wrap my hands around them anymore 🤣

i should end myself rifhtnow oh my fod im so huge

i am nit ok.

my mom just told me that my face still looks super swollen and that my arms used to be just bones but now they have some "fat" on them. can this stupid swelling DISAPPEAR already ITS BEEN A MONTHHH

10.01

if i dont get back to 31kg by February i migjt as well just end it bruh

last week i was 32kg but my weight randomly jumped up to 35 4 days ago and now im back at 33kg This fucking sucks

its been a month and this is still happening, ever since i took moviprep for a colonoscopy. why is my weight fluctuating so much???

i feel like the biggest edtwt user

Pooping is lowk triggering bc is my body telling me I ate enough for there to be waste...

09.01

i sneezed again

ended up going on a walk and pacing in the bathroom

how am i supposed to get to 10k steps when i cant even pace at home and its cold as fuck outside 😭😭😭

my mom just went into my room because she heard me pacing and asked if im working out HELPPP

also bmi guesses pretty please?

i got paranoid that my potassium supplements were making me gain so i stopped taking them 2 days ago and now my legs and hands keep on going numb 😅🤣

i think my legs dont look big for once despite wearing fleece tights underneath

just wanted to go on a walk but realised i have missing assignments due today and if i dont do them i fail 😐 probably wont get 10k steps today

i wish i could just have a fucking pizza and not want to kill myself over it