2 years apart

Omg yay i get to leave in an hour when my support worker gets here

Yay i get to go home my chest tube is out holy shot it hurt tho

Excuse me what the fuck

When I woke up I thought i was in heaven because my icu nurse looked like jesues like literally a doppelganger for jesues

I finally have information about what happened after I stabed my heart It was 3mm away from my aorta sitting in my pericardium I also had a double pneumothorax I spent 5 days in an induced coma I had 2 surgeries one to repair my heart and one for my lungs 🫁 💔

I got to leave the icu today im now on the cardiac unit hoping I don't get chucked in the psych ward when im medically cleared

Same bro

THIS WAS MONDAY NIGHT I woke up yesterday in the icu

Bro wtf why was it that long

Here is a video of a knife sitting almost in my heart its beating with my heart

I hit my first goal weight omg omg omg its been a year of loosing weight

I literally haven't cut in 2 weeks and my hemoglobin still is awful

Im in a really bad POTS flare I passed out this morning it really fucking hurt

Hurt so bad omg but it's low key so deep

Best day ever even though I stood in line for 11 hours

Sneak peak

Im doing a photo dump on my telegram

My iron is so low it came up as non detectable

Im going to see reneè rapp in 14 days omg