funny how people have very little sympathy for ocd, bpd, schizophrenia, etc. when they’re exposed to symptoms that they can’t romanticize. there’s nothing fun, pretty, or enjoyable about mental illness. we’re not exactly having a good time.
i suck at maintaining online relationships because i feel like i’m not allowed to message people unless they message me first… i’m not ghosting you i’m waiting for an invitation like some kind of dracula in your dms
it’s what i like to call “the van gogh effect.” people seem to think his suffering was meaningful, and yet he created his best works when he was healing.
It’s a 2am surprise: The Tortured Poets Department is a secret DOUBLE album. ✌️ I’d written so much tortured poetry in the past 2 years and wanted to share it all with you, so here’s the second installment of TTPD: The Anthology. 15 extra songs. And now the story isn’t mine
@kn1festorm
more often that not, intrusive thoughts manifest because we have very strong morals AGAINST them. that’s why they’re so disturbing. they thrive on our fears.
“what about [insert modern film]” i’m sorry but you will never convince me that a high saturation + some filters is at all similar in quality to the technicolor process which was notoriously very laborious and complex
josie packard doesn’t get nearly enough appreciation as a twin peaks character. she was serving old hollywood widow in ways that few have been able to replicate.
you guys do realize that intrusive thoughts are a manifestation of a person’s WORST fears and things that directly contradict their values, right? they wouldn’t be disturbing if they were welcome ideations…
@Folk_punk_sheep
as someone with ocd… it’s one of the most difficult of all my struggles. it completely defines and limits all of my interactions. i can’t enjoy anything i do even if i want to. even when i’m alone. it’s terrible.
love when a detective knows exactly who the culprit is but he doesn’t quite have enough evidence to book him and they BOTH know it so there’s just a little game of wits between the two which is gay as hell
everyone and their mother has wanted to look like david bowie at some point but if you genuinely think you would have cut off your breasts if you had access to gender affirming care in the 70s i have news for you
Misgender this! A few years before this pic I was so into Bowie I wanted to BE HIM. Dressed like him, swung like him. I was CONFUSED about my ‘gender’. It was a PHASE. Today, it would be male hormones, cut off my breasts, destroy my life. Love them enough to WAIT. Please. 🙏❤️