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the pitt | +21 | eng/spa
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langdonโs face. itโs embarrassing. the count of people who have witnessed his breakdowns just keeps coming up. he needs to get it together. โ my point is . . even if all of that is true. itโs as much on you as it is on me. โ
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finds himself taking that suggested breath, albeit grudgingly. his lungs feel weird, like theyโre not filling up all the way, but he doesnโt allow himself to worry about that at the moment. โ iโm fine, โ he mutters, risking a glance up at
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bump or accidental brush of the shoulders in a cramped trauma room. he canโt really pin down the last time someone purposely reached out and touched him. he also canโt decide how he feels about it. robby staggers, one step closer again.
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his fist clenches, involuntarily, as frank takes a hold of him. itโs a foreign sensation, barely there over his scrubs and his hoodie, but it almost burns. robby has been avoiding physical contact like the plague, except for the rogue fist
( he doesnโt mean to flinch. robby doesnt scare frankโ not for his own safety. he scares frank for *robbyโs safety. the spiral had been slow. the ten month break, a complete cut off from robbyโs side, had left him with a singular image of whoโs favor he was coming back to win.
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onto his sanity by a thread. โ even if you donโt blame me, doesnโt change the fact that this is on me, too. โ he turns to look at frank, jaw clenched. almost an attempt to stop the words from spilling out. โ fuck, langdon. goddammit. โ
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for you, and i fucked it up. โ got too close and didnโt see what was happening right in front of me, he doesnโt say. he takes a staggered breath, exhale almost sounding like a chuckle. itโs deranged, honestly. robby starts pacing, hanging
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โ it doesnโt fucking matter! โ itโs desperate. he didnโt mean to raise his voice, it just comes out like that. raspy and raw like he swallowed broken glass. โ it doesnโt matter because i still should have noticed. iโm - i was responsible
( he searches that expression. robby looks soโฆ vacant. heโs hardly managed to get a good look at him since he got back. heโs known robby through a few phases in life. there was the robby he met as a student, months before covid hit. warm. not just a teacher, a shepherd. there
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