updated intro ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ #shedtwt - 5teen (010) - ftm - punk + metalhead - dni: normal twt, racists, homo/transphobes, etc. - main interests: music, bsd, zelda, breaking bad, fnaf, resident evil, fma, etc. ♡︎/↻ to be moots !

god i hate how some ppl reduce autism to just “hyperfixations” and sensory issues, and act like it’s just a personality quirk. it totally destroyed my chances at a normal childhood and life

trying to stay clean is easy until ten pm hits and I’m looking at my blade like this

People assume depression means you’re sad and crying all the time. Real depression feels like being stuck in a fog. You can’t think, you don’t respond to things, nothing is interesting, and you just feel empty. Not sad, just blank.

is it normal to constantly feel like you’re in trouble and like everyone is mad at you All time and that everyone talks bad about you behind your back

i hate people that dont even try to hide the fact that they only see dazai in a sexual light

“trans men who aren’t on testosterone are the closest we can get to the omegaverse”

when my organs are spilling out of a giant hole in my abdomen that’s the real me

getting bitten sounds soo hot like yes make me bleed nghhh

How the fuck do you even cope without cutting, smoking, eating, or drinking

dazai osamu is a genderless aromantic asexual he/it creature thing please stop drawing him with a dick

No one talks about how humbling it is to lose all your academic potential because of your mental health.

when battling the mental illness every second every day exhausts you and makes you chronically fatigued and foggy and now you’re just stupid and tired and everyone thinks you’re stupid and lazy and stupid and stupid and stupid

i still .stand by aroace 15zai yes

My process:

making it to an age you never thought you would

all depths and forms of harm are valid and worth concern being on shtwt makes us forget that sh at ALL is worrying to most people

i’m mature enough to admit that due to the things i was put through in life, im a hard person to deal with sometimes

i wanna relapse so bad guhh

I’m fucking addicted to blanket and bed

if your first reaction when you see a young child on edtwt is to screenshot their account without censoring ANYTHING and post it for your thousands of followers to see NO MATTER YOUR INTENTIONS you are stupid and a weirdo