Any time I see an event or group promoting "eastern philosophies" in London. My mind instantly just sparks "CULT CULT CULT" no idea why haha.

Found a new artist i Love! @ashnikko 🔥 it's been my vibe > plus my new living area mirror i thrifted from a charity shop is allowing me to dance along and look (and feel) poppin haha.

When I go to bed and reflect on my days/weeks I keep thinking i can't believe this is my life im living 😅😂🤯.

When you're so tired and you open up whatsapp and thered about 8 diff ppl waiting on replied and it makes you feel sick and overwhelmed but feel fine posting out on X into the cyber wild 🥲🫠.

Also I have to say eastern European women have gotta be the most beautiful women imo. All the ones in montenegro were stunning. The guys. not so much. With big fat guts and no hair 😅.

Nothing excites me more than the many unknown experiences that life may bring.

Some times I paint because I can't put what I am thinking into words.

The day has finally come! They're supporting fertility, menopause, gender identity and neurodiverisity diagnosis and treatments at work 🥹😭👏.

First night in montenegro. Can't sleep. So much to process and think about from the past 6 months of living mi vie da loca lol.

If you grew up as majority that privaledge means you didnt have to sculpt an identity as you never felt like an "other" and was accepted as you are. It explains my multiple personalities as an exploration and journey to what is me vs expectations vs performance.

Your lived experiences can be used to help others.

Refining my identity 🥰.

You didn't plan it. It was always going to find you when you were ready. 🥹.

Create vs consume.

Going to a shibari rope tying life drawing thing tonight. Should be interesting 😅🤣.

Living in borrowed clothes vs. wearing something you made by hand.

Caught up with an old college friend and she shared she has stge 4 incurable breast cancer spread to spine, gut . just everywhere. She said she can live up to 5years+ if the chemo goes well. Damn crying 😫😰 life is crazy.

Also weirdly enough the past 6 months I've been producing different types of artwork. I might actually have a collection and be able to host my first exhibition at some point.

Weird feeling where I can't imagine myself with anyone. My ex situationship asked me on our flight home from Thailand what would my "ideal relationahip look like" i couldn't even picture it 😅 I can only picture me in my barbie house happy . with my dog lol.

In love with life.