edtwt intro (not new to edtwt, i just want to start talking about my interests and not just food +make friends) - bella, '08 - ednos/mia - genshin, czn, other games, bsd/anime - figure skating - i try to be super interactive! - dms open - basic dni ♡︎/⟳ to be moots!!

merry christmas!! i hope everyone has a great day<33

she loves me and i know she does but apparently im not family enough if she has to call over her friends for every fucking holiday. even thanksgiving she "forgot" to ask me about until everything was arranged im so done

whenever we have ppl over for dinner there's literally no safe foods i cant do this. i JUST started feeling back to normal and now im gonna be inflated and bloated and disgusting again. and i thought christmas was supposed to be spent with family?? she always talks abt how much-

year and she only remembers the name of one of my friends and god idfk anymore. im just so mad and i cant deal with having to eat whatever tf her friend makes tmr. like yeah im grateful that she's gonna inevitably come and help cook but she always makes super oily food and-

mixed up but im so done because this is such a recurring thing that idek anymore. like i give up. and she wonders why i dont rely on her and talk to her when i need help, because you never fucking listen to me?? like she literally still thinks im taking classes i took last-

someone (us i guess fml) but we're alone in america too?? it's not our fucking problem, and if she wants to be like that then sure, she could've asked me first or at least told me before literal christmas eve??? and she apologized and said she got my saying yes to smth else-

mean we've had dinner/meals w them before, but she knows that i don't like the son and that i never really want to do things with them but i always just go bc it's HER friend. and she keeps saying that it's bc they're all alone in america and they should spend christmas with-

gonna fucking kms my mom literally just told me we're having her friend and the friend's son over for dinner tomorrow. for christmas. she always fucking does this she tells me things at the last minute and i feel like she should've ASKED me about smth like christmas dinner?? i-

it's crazy how b/ping makes me feel so clean,, ig just the purging part but i felt so disgusting and bloated these past few days but i finally b/ped today and i feel normal again🥹

5 favorite things rn & 5 oomfs i think i did this one already so the answers are super similar lol - figure skating - bingsoo - nighttime car rides - coffee - genshin @emishly_albedo @diezkil_ @cucumber_bones @wwidwc @strawbrryfae

yum

my mom is going to a dinner tonight so i get to order doordash and i accidentally bought dashpass bc i thought it was the free trial😭😭😭😭😭but anyways at least i get 50% off and im gonna get pizza and brownies so excited!!

tmi i think the day after taking lax is the worst,, like now i can't poop and im bloated and i feel disgusting and idk if anyone else gets this but the constant gross burps,, i feel like the food is rotting inside me i hate this

seeing so many mooties drawings on my tl is making me wanna start drawing again,,

im such a fatass

current fav 5 random things & 5 oomfs <3 - figure skating - bingsoo - the neighbourhood - coffee - osu! mania @fatcelgirl @vampirceline @vocaleiid @sunisidal @ryunasdiary

i feel so disgusting

Hello edtwt I am not new just returning hopefully… My name is Ly/Lyly I am 21 years old and bulimic Pls help me find my moots again I miss them 😢😢😢

so today i ate, purged, ate, took 1 lax, ate, purged, ate, took another lax, and ate again so basically did nothing but eat the whole day💀

ruining all my progress in one day someone shoot me PLEASE