distance is my new answer. I no longer react, I no longer argue, I simply remove myself.

Page 366/366 It was a hard year, but we made it. We survived.

Can someone make takas tonight? Let's go and get coffee just wearing pambahay and talk about the things that were left unsaid for too long?

i always act like i'm an independent person and can handle everything but sometimes please check on me because i don't know how to ask for help.

I've always tried to stay strong, but now I admit I'm getting weaker and weaker...

Maturity is when you realize that dark room isn't scary but peaceful.

a girl who lost herself recently and looks like she's getting better and stronger than before but here we go again, it's the same situation where suddenly everything hits again.

me becoming distant with everyone because one saturday night i noticed the people i cared about didn't care about me the way i did. If you can relate I'm glad you found my account.

Me crying in the middle of the night because i don't understand what i'm feeling. Everything is built up sadness, anger and guilt.

"enrolled ka na?" graduate na ako sa kanya boss, pero parang gusto ko mag enroll ulit, hirap umusad eh ahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahhahahahhahaahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahhahahaha

I'm not at my best mental health condition rn. Life is loaded with burdens and pressures, until the point where I don't find my favorite things exciting anymore. Lately I didn't ask for much. I woke up every day just wanting and hoping the day to be okay...

Someone told me I looked sad today. Nah, I'm sad everyday but today, I don't have the energy to hide it.

sometimes, it's not just about those who understand and wait for us until we're okay again but it's about those brave enough to be with us during those times. it's about people who will try to bother us just so we can learn to communicate our feelings for the first time.

Forget confrontations. I'm done telling people what they have done is wrong. Time to learn self-awareness or let's not just talk anymore.

it's annoying when someone expects you to be ok with something that they wouldn't be okay with if you did to them, hypocrite.

heavy on "why am I not allowed to get angry but everyone is allowed to do things they know make me angry & then make excuses for it.

Saw a post that said "why am I stressing myself over someone who doesn't even ask me if im good? if im okay." And i felt that.

My ultimate goal is to make sure I reach my full potential in life. There is a woman I plan to be. I'm not her yet. I'm still learning, growing, making mistakes, but I will keep working until I become exactly who I aspire & destined to be.

I hope someday I will wake up and no longer bear this feeling.

this is your sign to beat the red light. h'wag mo nang antayin 'yan, umusad ka na.

as a kid, i thought everytime the clock turns 12:00 midnight there are ghosts that'd scare me, i was so wrong that i realized the scariest things during midnights are the cruel realizations and the chaos of adulthood.