anyways thanks i just wanted to get my thoughts out bye once again <3 hopefully never to return if you wanna talk at all add my *new* discord: azaruu_

cant wait i love you

when the girl inside this blooms and shows herself to the world for the first time that will be when im born for the first time ever

i guess ill just suffer inside this body for a bit longer the pain will be gone someday yeah?

no

would it really be worth it?

i might die and maybe thats a solution but then what? what about everyone left behind? what about what might happen to mr after death? so

it does hurt, it hurts so much that maybe i should just stop and end it but what good will that ever do

im nothing but a boy outside to most, no matter how much i suffer that might always be the case

i dont know who or what i am or more importantly where i am idk where the real me is idk where to look for her

i dont think it will be played by me either i dont know who this body belongs to

tho i doubt whatever the song might be about will ever be sung by me i dont know who this voice belongs to

i want to make a song someday

stop hating god damnit

yet people still hate with all their hearts its so strong once its there you cant help but let it take you hostage

this was a mistake

This is never easy to do but i made my decision... For the past week i really haven't been doing good at all, i got hurt and i hurt people as well. I've seen such lows that i didn't even know was possible. The internet never treated me well and it always ended up with me getting-

Well... I guess that is it for me ONE LAST TIME!!! Remember that you are loved and that you matter. Goodnight.

In a way this is the end for me but all of you can do something for the better i know it. Now before i leave i ofc would like to ask one thing. I ask for forgiveness from all the people that i hurt over the time i stayed here. That's all i ask but don't stress it too much

some of the best and some were the absolute worst. But even with all the bad parts i still enjoyed mainly because of the people. Everyone that treated me with kindness, i cannot thank you all enough. Genuinely you are all the sweetest. And god i will miss you, ofc i will...