never blackpill

world war? market crashing? winter? brother i am bedrotting with the love of my life in the most beautiful city in the world snorting adderall while doomscrolling instagram reels together listening to bladee. satan’s calls can’t even go thru. thank you Father. have mercy.

i love my friends more than myself.

i am a verified man now thanks to my brother @wanted4mogging. beyond grateful man. woke up and noticed he gifted me a blue badge so i can make more friends and spread more love. he knew i always wanted it but never had the means to afford it. upgrade enabled. God bless.

aptos gooner :|

what terrifies me about this dream was that it was completely lucid. i was fully aware of my actions and the intent was there. i felt guilt after accepting. i woke from the dream right after. will go to church soon. please pray for me my brothers and sisters, genuinely.

i had a dream the other night where i entered purgatory and saw demons trapped in a cage that wanted to be freed. they held esoteric knowledge and had influence over reality. they offered me Kat in exchange for my soul to be replaced with theirs. i accepted but am now horrified.

an established business man in a tailored suit stares at me in disgust from his office as i sit by my grimy window smoking a cigarette in a baggy sweater with burn holes. he doesn’t know my story and i don’t know his. we both make bold assumptions but are equal in the eye of God.

today will be a good day.

fell to my knees and started weeping after hearing this. life exists outside the profit optimized capitalist grids. architecture is a gift of art to God rather than a box in the sky to maximize shareholder value. the holy spirit flourishes here. the only thing i’m missing is kat.

the indomitable strength of the human spirit will always trump the indifferent cruelty of the world.

bought a 50 euro uber cash giftcard but can’t use it for some reason so if any friends are hungry in this beautiful region just dm me and i’ll send you the code. first come first serve typee. Love, gooner

Madrid i am inside you.

holy jackpot

long flight ahead. very lonely. heavily sedated but got my bladee songs downloaded luckily. Europe arc loading.

i love all my friends so much

great night for xanax and angry birds

my biggest win since losing everything on 10/10. lowkey emotional rn. i still got it. ty for believing in me. booking a 1 way flight out this frozen prison and heading east. hmu if ur in southern Europe. i feel a shift in the air. the next gooner arc is loading. stay tuned. Hope.

who up debating the pros and cons of life vs death

she said she likes Punch the Monkey so i bought her the stuffed ikea toy that Punch runs to after he gets beat… figured she should also have something to comfort her after i beat her.