pov: the problem isn’t you, it’s your circle.

all i want this christmas is academic validation, quiet peace, long coffee conversations with friends, and a clear plan for the goals i want to hit before i turn 20 next year.

i don't know who needs to hear this but, please document your life. not because it’s glamorous but because it’s real. a 2-second clip. a timelapse of work. a minute of honest thought to camera. story telling is the biggest thing that happened in 2025. it is not the art of

once you’re past your first year of undergrad, under 19, with no pressure to land a job. you’re just exploring. niches, tech stacks, roles. curiosity feels light. life feels open. then comes the other phase : applying endlessly. cold mails. resumes into the void. shortlisted

pov: you're terrified of being ordinary.

the beauty of things not working well in personal life is you can just work your ass off and not think about it work is a good distraction

this might be an unaesthetic desk but this is essentially 90% of the things i survive on. (ignore the sweet-corns bowl)

this might be an unaesthetic desk but this is essentially 90% of the things i survive on. (ignore the sweet-corns bowl)

2025 travel wrapped time

i genuinely believe that life maxxing is not something that starts with taking a detox from your social media or reading books or enjoying nature like never before. it starts with being honest with yourself around the things you know are not right. constantly questioning

if you’re going through something right now, remember: nothing is permanent. even this pain you’re carrying, it won’t stay forever. one day you’ll look back and realise that the things that broke you also rebuilt you. you're jobless today not tomorrow. god is watching.

someone asked me, how do i define 'internet money' to an ordinary person who doesn't know the world in a few years would survive on de-fi and electronic cash. internet money is unreal, it wouldn't be in your hand like solid cash, wouldn't actually be in your bank account but it

honestly, i want to be outside next year, and i don’t mean clubs and parties. i mean travelling, hiking, picnics, attending concerts. the more you spend on improving your lifestyle, the faster your brain starts thinking of ways to make it your new normal.

honestly, i want to be outside next year, and i don’t mean clubs and parties. i mean travelling, hiking, picnics, attending concerts. the more you spend on improving your lifestyle, the faster your brain starts thinking of ways to make it your new normal.

lately i have been having a lot of ideas to create/build stuff. i would never be someone who's "niche" is into "x" thing, instead i should be known for my personality on internet. and this could be just a spark out of boredom or cause i have been exploring new things.

if you're 19 transitioning into your 20s. your brain is in peak neuroplasticity mode : the younger you are, the faster you can learn. listen to all your urges, create content, post it, go for that trip, learn skills, build yourself everyday.

i highly recommend y'all to journal your thoughts in any way possible, documenting them in form of video content, tweets, or writing them on a piece of paper. you build a quiet archive of who you are becoming. strongly and strangely unrecognisable.

for the next 6 months to really change my placement trajectory, i'll be : >building intense projects (hands on, real world development). >skill-driven training (focus in practical, in-demands abilities). >accountability (feedbacks). >peer pressure (positive and competitive).

anything genuine now gets labelled as “performative.” no, i’m not doing it for attention. some things are just a part of who i am, not a performance.