shedtwt intro 🤸🏻‍♂️✨️ pro recovery! ednos, constantly struggling w something else. junkorexic (allegedly) mentally unwell stoner 🍃 i use tw's and try to be as mindful as possible, but i still post abt triggering shit very often❗️ please block, dont report safe travels!

in so much pain i just want to cry

i wish i could cvt my skin open and bleed out without any guilt. i wish i didnt care about how people felt. i dont want to continue doing this. i just want it to end

i dont want to do this anymore. i cant do anything right in your eyes. why should i keep trying to make you stay. you will look back, happy, knowing all the things you escaped. i am not worth your time and i never will be

had some awful dreams. woke up absolutely drenched in sweat. that's what i get for sleeping for 13 hours straight. a reoccurring nightmare i havent had in years

ate 2 bananas and a flambi. im a bit sad and absolutely exhausted. night night critters

pulled our first all nighter in months. started the day off with a little shooter

major tmi for termination process it doesnt hurt one day, and then flares up really badly the next. im still passing a lot on the sore days. the gf said it should keep going until everything is out it hurts. a lot. but im hopeful that its doing its job :'3

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on a journey trying to find smoothies that dont taste like ass almost 4 grams of protein for less than 200 cals and doesnt taste like ass! a very good start

so much pain 😮‍💨

two favs and 5 people to do this too ! @0o0_milie @str4wberryb1unt @bruisedl0ser @cogimmyuunn @onnoffscale (sorry 4 the tags ily)

"i dont want what you had. i want to be you"

got new batteries for the scale. im closer to 60kgs than ive ever been. i dont even know what to do about it atp

i got so fat it's insane, ive never looked worse

determined to start losing weight again after all this. its the only thing keeping me motivated

been such a long day. hoping we get some better sleep so i can be more productive tomorrow. night night critters

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tysm to everyone who has been worried about me and checking in. i appreciate it more than i can put into words <3

bled right through my pants last night all over the bed :(( i had such a rough night. i have never felt pain like that before. im very lucky to have my gf. she has been helping a lot. even removing the bedding and reassuring me that its okay

my throat HURTS. idk how some of yall do this everyday. let alone voluntarily 😦