25/100
Today was tough. Real tough. Even though I had been preparing for all of the news today to drop for 4 weeks, it didn't make it any easier. Trying to put on a happy face because I'm a captain was even harder. Feeling like I have to put on a happy face or I'll be kicked out
of women's ultimate spaces because I am trans and because of the news coming out in essentially every state throughout this country is worse. Seeing the absolute silence from cis "allies" stings. Knowing that all the effort I am putting in is still probably hurting my cause and
is hurting the future for all trans folks is excruciating.
I am supposed to be happy. Tomorrow (today?) marks 5 years since I took the single largest step towards making my life better, but I just feel lost.
This got dark, sorry y'all
#100daysofulti
@ambrowne3
There are people out here who support you- you belong, you matter, and you do not have to fake being happy. Feelings are feelings. Here’s hoping you feel this hug-