forever really is an unpleasant word

today we’re looking back at pictures from when i was 15 and how i was Thinner

this is how it feels to keep something good that’s happening to you a secret from everyone because you believe in the evil eye and bad energy

i am a toy

i wish i was a pretty nondisordered cishet girl maybe then id be fucking loved by someone

i want to die so fucking bad what is wrong with me why do i have no self respect

im so fucking jealous of c!s girls it makes me want to kill myself

i just wanna die

Is there an easy way out?????????

I wanna kill myself man

having only good intentions but constantly being percieved as having bad ones is the Worst feeling in the world

if i see one more fucking video like this with the same boring ass ‘How it felt before she GHOSTED ME AND LEFT ME FOREVER!!!!’ caption, i will fucking hang myself in the street and livestream it to https://t.co/31WC1FpIYd you are so fucking boring, find something new to talk abt

getting attached to someone is so fucking terrifying

no self respect

I love too hard I hate myself

What is left for me

God

Kil lme

till my self sabotage do us apart

why cant i be normal

am i seriously abt to start spiralling again at 3:41 am