Billy
@absenceshell
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I can count on one hand the times I’ve been mad someone’s lied to me. & that’s because they knew I knew they were lying, which is just disrespectful & frankly a little vulgar. All other times I blame myself for not having been attentive enough. You’re my friend—I should be
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Recovering my lost childhood to me means remembering that I watched every bond film by the age of 8. Remembering that I got the neighbor kid to unlock all the levels on goldeneye 007 for me so I could get oneshotted in Aztec
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Watching someone read a book through a window, a stranger totally immersed & not aware of my presence or gaze at all, is a charged erotic experience for me. The kind of voyeurism I’m into. I recommend trying it sometime
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When I visit your house & your dog barks & growls at me it’s not because I have no soul. It’s because I was a dog in a past life. It’s because I’m more animal than human being
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Genioh Yamashirogumi, most famous for 1988's Akira score, feature on an incredible 1986 album that shares much of its musical DNA, taking in Tibetan horns, Bulgarian chorales, gamelan and field recordings, newly reissued for the first time https://t.co/jbTcMGClZ8
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Alcoholism and Masturbation are the only two vices that don’t immediately send you to hell
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I don’t ’kill my darlings’. I transplant their limbs, organs, muscle tissue. I inject them with strange fluids, drugs, poisons. I run experiments: see how long they can last underwater, in frigid temperatures, extreme heat. I transfuse their blood into mechanical Trojan horses
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Theresa Hak Kyung Cha: “Inside is the pain of speech the pain to say. Larger still. Greater than is the pain not to say. To not say. Says nothing against the pain to speak.”
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Have been thinking about this girl I used to know who would suddenly get in a ‘mood’, put her headphones on, & walk away in a huff. Disappear for hours. Then we’d be back at the apt & she’d be on the buzzer like ‘it’s me. Let me in.’ Like nothing happened
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Nothing better than stimming out for hours listening to the gayest music you can imagine & daydreaming. I can get intoxicated off this anytime I want!…my head is a cask…they emptied all the liquor out but they left me the angel’s share
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