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Future social worker | Artist | Podcaster | YouTuber |LBGTQ Advocate | Writer | Creator . YouTube #LifeOfRenzzo podcast @kkosherpod

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2 years
Three years ago today I found out I was #HIVpositive writing this post literally is the hardest thing I have done in a while . These past three years have been full of loneliness , Anger ,sadness , regret , grief and a broken heart ❤️‍🩹 . I took me a whole year to tell anyone
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The medicine I’m on made me gain hella weight . And not only was I still traumatized from my child hood and now this ? I never thought I would be the one . But that’s the thing you never know . I am so proud of myself for being open about my status and being a example❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
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I hope my story can bless atleast one person . I know what it’s like to feel broken , lonely , depressed and sad with no one to talk to and no one who understands . But i promise you life gets better and. You will heal and you will find the people who love you unconditionally ❤️‍🔥
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I contemplated ending my own life so many times . I felt damaged beyond repair not realizing that my flaws are the very thing that made me who I am today . I want anyone feeling anyone to know that your not alone and no matter what u been through you aren’t your past
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1 year
One year ago I came out publicly about my #HIV STATUS
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Three years ago today I found out I was #HIVpositive writing this post literally is the hardest thing I have done in a while . These past three years have been full of loneliness , Anger ,sadness , regret , grief and a broken heart ❤️‍🩹 . I took me a whole year to tell anyone
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31 years old. 5 years living w HIV. 5 years undetectable. Healthy, happy, Healed and growing everyday. These past few years have been a struggle to say the least but I’m so happy I’m learning myself and allowing myself the space and time to heal foreal❤️ #HIV #LGBTQIA
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2 years
if I have been distant and none responsive to you I’m so sorry I literally have been trying to navigate my feelings and emotions . I have Complex PTSD -may be diagnosed in adults or children who have repeatedly experienced traumatic events, such as violence, neglect or abuse.
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4 years
Moment of vulnerability. Growing up I was #raped and #molested by my older cousin from the age of 7-11 . At 13 I told my family and like most southern church families I was silenced . I was told to pray and let god heal my wounds . I did just that and still no healing
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2 years
Gym time 🥴
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2 years
I be wanting to have sex but I don’t got a man ……
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2 years
❤️❤️
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Three years ago today I found out I was #HIVpositive writing this post literally is the hardest thing I have done in a while . These past three years have been full of loneliness , Anger ,sadness , regret , grief and a broken heart ❤️‍🩹 . I took me a whole year to tell anyone
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4 years
Moment of vulnerability. Growing up I was #raped and #molested by my older cousin from the age of 7-11 . At 13 I told my family and like most southern church families I was silenced . I was told to pray and let god heal my wounds . I did just that and still no healing
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2 years
@semiautoblack My sis said … it’s the ballot of the salad 😂
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2 years
We don’t talk about the side effects of #HIV and how #HIV can throw off mens #hormones and #testosterone and that’s not even taking in consideration the sides effects of the #medication talk up your doctor to see what #supplements work for you #HivMedication #menshealth #health
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2 years
Thank y’all so much for the love and support I reallllly appreciate it and and sending the love right back to each and every one of you . This post has blew up more then I expected I’m sending you also so much love and light and just know this is only the beginning 🥹❤️‍🩹
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3 years
Lorddddddddd #PoseFX not prey sacrificing his own life for Ricky Jesus
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2 years
Let me go my ass to the gym
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Summa time
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2 years
🥵
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Amir 𓂀
5 years
A CLINGY boyfriend is better than a CHEATING boyfriend 🤷🏾‍♂️
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
To all the people so actively tried to date me and was healthy and I just ghosted you I’m sorry . I often self sabotage and brake my own heart before someone else can hurt me . It honestly took me forever to even feel sexually stimulated again I was not even in tune with me
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Amir 𓂀
5 years
@QuietAtTheStart @fonzfranc Man this hit me so hard . The sad part is even when I told my family about me being raped as a child they like swept it under the rug . And kinda blamed me and that was the worst time of my life
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
I can never sleep at night 🥺😩
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
🍂🍁🌻
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Gn from me and son. yes I sleep with a teddy bear lol his name is Noonie jr 🥰
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Don’t be afraid to tell your story because your trying to save face for anyone else . Your story can possibly save so many lives , I know first hand from the messages I have received this week alone that you voice is important . Be the change you want to see 🥹❤️‍🩹
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Y’all go to the gym today ?
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
@_MannyMoves I think I need to go back to school ..... whispers “teach me “
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Happy Monday
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Amir 𓂀
1 year
So I gave up liquor and and am on a journey to fix my relation to food . And today if was so hard not to drink but I did it and I’m proud of myself . I’m on a journey of loving myself and learning this new version of myself at 30 and it’s hard . -never give up
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Gn
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Amir 𓂀
4 months
GOD works in mysterious ways . I had given up on dance . I was depressed and going through so much . I wasn’t even going to audition. Thank you sindy for always believing in me and pushing me to be better .Thank you #FatimaNoir @iamdjdubz @iamtiarivera For the opportunity to…
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2 years
☺️✌🏾
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Amir 𓂀
1 year
I was wondering why I was so emotional the past few days I wanted to cry all week and this week 4 years ago I was diagnosed with #HIV .. often times people support but I don’t feel like nobody get me even though I know they do ….. ugh the struggle
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Happy Sunday 😏✌🏾
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
Also I love the love im getting if y��all know anyone who can help me with my book please let me know . Or if u wanna support me in my journey of writing this book dm thank yalll 🥹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Gm world ❤️‼️
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3 years
They /them , he /him 😬
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2 months
Bro I’m tired of being single …. I wish I had someone to just feel safe with..
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Amir 𓂀
9 months
Happy Friday 😬☺️
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Amir 𓂀
6 months
Living intentionally 🦋
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
By the age of 13 I had been #raped #beaten and #abused #mentally #physically #spiritually and #emotionally by my own family I tried so hard to just pray the #gay away . My mom told me that “I was the reason she doesn’t love me “ and my dad was absent from my life by this time
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
I struggle at times with confidence , and today I realized my relationship with my mom is the root of that . She expressed how much she hated who I was and it taught me to hate it as well and now I’m at the place where I love everything that I was taught to hate about myself
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Amir 𓂀
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In My earliest memories living in a #singleparent home my mom forced to go to my aunts . I cried and begged her to let me stay at her salon but no . Their where so many signs that something wasn’t right but because I was #gay nobody cared to pay attention to me or my well-being
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4 years
I prayed and asked god “please help me hate my mom “ but after all the abuse my love for her was always unconditional . Something in me (my higher self ) spoke to me and said . “ you where born to show her what true unconditional love is. And instantly I felt a shift in me
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Amir 𓂀
5 months
Everything is whole ,perfect and complete ⭕️
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
Moral of this story we have to start speaking up against #abuse and stepping in when we can . It’s not easy being #black and #gay . I’m guilty for not using my voice and platform but that changes today . My coming out will be dropping soon stay tuned #healing
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Gm 😏
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Amir 𓂀
1 year
People don’t know how hard these past three years have been for me . From Hiv diagnosis , loosing family , a horrible brake up , facing my past and ending my dance career took a toll on me mentally physically and emotionally . I had to really let go of everything and heal
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Amir 𓂀
1 year
I'm dating to marry, I want a family. Not a little relationship. 🥰
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
At the age of 18 my mom wanted to kill me I felt that she hated me . Nothing I ever did was good enough and none of my prayed to God had been answered I still wasn’t cured of my gayness and the church made sure to remind me of the abomination I was every Sunday
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Amir 𓂀
1 month
carpe diem❤️
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Amir 𓂀
4 months
Mondays 🔥
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
It’s final I’m Growing my hair back
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
It’s 11 pm at night I had nowhere to go but I knew I couldn’t go back home anymore . I had nothing and no one to depend on . I thank spirit for not allowing me to fall into addiction and drugs because I would have been dead by now .
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Amir 𓂀
2 years
No cap I’m trying to getout this car and can’t 🥴leg day killin me
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
It’s important for me to talk about this because people need to see how their actions can effect someone . Me and my mom have started our #healing journeys . I have forgiven her and am actively working on healing myself and our #relationships . So don’t get mad to quick
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Finally got my phone back 😬🥴
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
At this point I have been #homeless off and on since the age of 16 my mom kicked me out because I was gay of course. My self worth and identity has been shatter into pieces By this time from all the #trauma I started to suffer from #Bruxism and didn’t have. insurance or resources
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6 months
Cutting my hair for this party … who wanna help me
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5 months
😜
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Renaissance Cowboy 🤎
5 months
What’s your favorite face card that says, “take a seat”? 🤔
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
I was so depressed . I didn’t even want to live anymore . The people who I love hate me . I’m fat and I just felt useless . Church couldnt heal me I tried everything my mom even tried to send me to shock therapy . I get sad even thinking about that time
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@TJ_Paperstacks @QuietAtTheStart @fonzfranc Thanks for the support i realized after going through that that it’s hard for me to depend on anyone emotionally . Even why I’m going through tough times I’d rather suffer in silence then to open up . And when I do open up idk how to communicate . I’m now at27 tryin to heal
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7 months
Your local baby daddy 😍❤️🫃🏾
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3 years
Birthday vibes 7/7
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After months of intense #therapy realized that I suffered from #PTSD and #depression . I decided to start treatment for depression . I’m m currently taking #mirtazapine . I just want to let my black and brown community know that it’s ok to get help #mentalhealth
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3 years
Chest day 🔥
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3 years
Even when you think that people are ok #mentally #physically #spiritually and #Emotionally you just never know . 2020 was a up hill battle of unpacking and healing . I want my #lgbtqia + family to know that you are enough and it’s ok to get help . ❤️‼️
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Amir 𓂀
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About one in every eight people… that’s how many people living with HIV in the US didn’t know their #HIV status in 2019. I’ve been #poz and #undetectable for three years now let’s normalize being open about our status . #KnowYourStatus #hivawarness #positivelyrenzzo
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Hey 🥰❤️ ITS TRANSFORMATION TIME
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8 months
Bored 😩
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5 months
😬
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
I was sitting at my moms shop I’m now a junior in highschool and she was telling her client that she gave up on me and was giving me to GOD and that she couldnt deal with my gay shit and idk why but in my depressed state . Face full of tease and heart broken I said out loud
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FUCK THIS !!. She turned around and started punching me in my face and cussing me out . At this point she was in rage . I just couldn’t take the abuse anymore . I walked out her salon and she followed cussin and hitting me I just didn’t care about life anymore I wanted to die
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8 months
On uncle duties ❤️
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2 years
🧠 mind fuck
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6 months
Time to lay it down …. I need a boo
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2 years
Happy Thursday 😬✌🏾
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6 months
🌈🥺
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5 months
I should tattoo my entire neck 😋🫣
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2 years
🖤
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Amir 𓂀
4 years
To the #parent #chruchs #leaders and #teachers who don’t understand the #LGBTQ lifestyle take a few seconds out of your day to listen . I wish my mom would understand this #prayersforbobby
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Amir 𓂀
3 years
Peace ✌🏾 and love ❤️
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