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future scares me

after more than a 10 years of having ocs i suddenly realised that i can use not just coal-black faceless dummies but them as a vessels for my own stupid whining too. what a revelation. also fresh eyeballs photos are incredibly hard to find (i failed).

a glance inside

didn't wanna draw something. this one is old, i made the sketch a year ago or so. i guess back then it was supposed to be yet another satire on myself

issue of purges is hanging up in the air. there was a time when they were widely discussed, but now again became an unpleasant topic. i am uncertain how to feel about my unfortunate 'heritage'. yes this is whining art.

my grand-grandfather was killed by a firing squad, my father, small kid at a time, was forcibly moved from his home village with his family to the middle of nowhere two thousands kilometers away. it doesn't torment me, i rarely think about this, but 'rarely' isn't 'never'.

generational trauma

i have 'and then there were none' song by exodus at my playlist for more than a decade now. i only knew my first language back then, just used to like the music, it matched my rage at nearly everything. funny how some songs drastically changes with you.

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do u remember that i have no taste and he's my favourite resident evil protagonist,,, well doesn't matters now when i reminded y'all myself

do u remember ethan winters was supposed to have long hair in re8........ i do.............. #re8 #residentevil

did u knew he has 8 cylinders when it should be either 7 or 9 ??? why. whY.

just an excuse to traumatize myself with drawing Sturm again

2021 nuclear family neurodivergent dad woke dog #re8

maybe i should clarify, it is not my intent to focus on one part of the world or another. hence the coin without an eagle.

this one don't need a commentary (text from 3teeth & ho99o9 - lights out)

in slavic cultures we had something similar to a potter's fields. place for untimely dead. a house without windows for them to live. when someone died too early, their soul still had to have its time on earth, so body don't got buried in a usual sense.

i love my swamp, impure deads live here.i

yesterday was my birthday so i did art vs artist but cursed

both accounts are blank at this moment, but i'll do a little treat and explain what the hell was with all this red sun pictures. i will continue to post here for a little while. idk how it will turn out.