So close to BMI 13s, haven't been there in a hot minute.

i just want them to get smaller. my legs are my mortal enemy

funny how dropping weight makes me more motivated in other more productive areas.

freaking out over calories that by the laws of thermodynamics will not make me gain!!! yay!!!.

I'm making a 21+ ED discord server, dw about getting deleted we use careful wording, if anyone wants to join DM me! #edtwt.

yay

RT @wnterdves: again… not to be cliche … But I Will Be Locking In Again.

It's scary to finally feel some sort of stability, even amongst the (smaller) internal chaos.

i find spiritual enlightenment in marlboros.

2 weeks sober and it's staying that way.

RT @vaguebones: how it feels being eating disordered since i was a little kid

RT @omfgidfkbitch: Not disordered, not recovered, not relapsed, but a secret 4th thing

life is starting to feel like a sims game where i can't get everything done without depleting all my needs. only thing is there's no pool with a removable ladder.

i'm eating slightly expired skyr. it tastes and smells okay but pray for me.

RT @whotfisjovana: 💗

I'm tired of seeing people say anything vaguely unhinged or bizarre is 'psychotic'.

întotdeauna tată să-mi spun da-i foială dar n-am energie nimic.

440 calories for breakfast oh boy oh no.

down to 14.4 and still feel huge. yay.