Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Now you can call me DR USAMA MUSHTAQ 🩺

Revolt this. Revolt that. Sybau.

Career options for doctors in pakistan: 1. Change your career 2. Change your country

A patient was complaining of fractured sleep and nightmares because of an ongoing issue in his life and I was like, "SAME BRO SAME" in my head but obviously couldn't say this so I just went on with explaining the reason and the possible solution / coping skills.

My anxiety translating into disturbing and weird dreams<<<<<<

On some days, optimism doesn't work and all you want is, to kill yourself.

Was watching the 1st episode of this docuseries MIND FIELD and this was one of the takes, "If you only have your own experiences, you're not fully having them. You have to have someone else to listen to them and react to them, and then you've fully experienced them."

Never thought I would have to give up on my dreams because I always tried to have realistic dreams but sometimes, you can't even achieve realistic ones.

But how long can I stay positive despite all the setbacks? It's getting intense.

My life is so cooked. The pressure building in my head regarding my career, regarding my future is insane.

The struggle never ends!

A year filled with career related failures but the heart isn't very anxious, surprisingly. Going to keep working and hoping everything works out fine.

It's your sign to click such photos with your partner. P.S. Say MASHALLAH!

I was in karachi and I wasn't bothered because Karachi doesn't face extreme winters. Here in Punjab, winters make me immobile and irritable.

I DON'T LIKE WINTERS!!

The topic of my future plans came up in the family gathering and I said, "I want to pursue psychiatry". Disapproved by almost every single person but I don't care.

I have been seeing so many examples of people with degrees and they didn't even appear in exams. Someone else did, in their place. I am also seeing people with govt. jobs who have never gone to their workplace or are on unofficial paid leaves. Mind boggling.

Moreover, he was expecting to get appointed as a Lecturer (BS-17) in the same university because of this close relationship with the VC. Aisy kesy? Things might be the same in Punjab too and I might not have come across this class there or maybe they are a bit different there.

Things in Sindh are quite bad. Met a person who has completed 3 years of his 5 year degree and is on a break for some time. Now that, his father's friend has become the VC of that university, he is expecting to get his degree soon(without actually completing it).

Saw some stories of batch 25 on Humans of KEMU and experienced that soft feeling of nostalgia. KEMU AND LAHORE>>>>>

I NEED to move to Lahore because I really miss living there.