A single post wouldn’t be enough to talk about how I’ve been feeling the past few days. I need to vent so I can hopefully reduce the chances of me having a meltdown again, and I came very close to having one yesterday.

Pushed it off a couple times, but here’s my thoughts on the #NGSHeadline!.Pic unironically related. (ALT text).#PSO2NGS

I’m feeling a bit more calm now, but that wasn’t the best way to start my day. And here I thought I was gonna get by July without having another panic or asking that question again….Guess there’s always August.

…Maybe I should just accept that no matter how hard I try, I won’t be able to control my worrying over pso2. It doesn’t matter if a headline was good or not. The moment I see or hear people saying something I dont like, I cant control it. I’m a lost cause.

I *really* tried this time to stop myself from asking that question. I really fucking tried. WHY CANT INFUCKIG. CONTROL MY WORRI NG.

Is pso2 in danger.

Oh that’s….That’s two of my friends probably not being friends anymore….I really hate when that happens….

Damn, the headline must’ve been REALLY good if it was able to hype up Bird Braver and even update his status. Definitely looking forward to watching it more now when I get the chance.

Won’t be able to watch the Headline until later, but it sounds like people are happy with it. That’s great!. (I’m totally not saying this because I was still feeling some anxiety over it despite my attempts at not worrying about it.).

This drawing brought to you by an interaction between me and @Toi_ship1_NA.She may not be Hikari’s mother, but she is her aunt!.#PSO2NGS

Hikari: “Nothing like a new swimsuit just in time for the hot weather! …Though I think I’ll keep the jacket on to protect some of my skin. Last thing I want is to look completely fried!”.#PSO2NGS.#PSO2NGS_SS.#ARKSLounge

Beat Donkey Kong Bananza, and it’s definitely game of the year contender!.Unfortunately I got spoiled by a major part literally the same day the game came out, so that surprise was ruined when I got to it. You’d think people would have the decency to not spoil anything so soon….

It’s that time of year where the swimsuit scratch it here, which means time for screenshots!.And of course Matoi takes priority because I will never say no to her in a swimsuit. #PSO2NGS.#PSO2NGS_SS.#ARKSLounge

To the people who constantly complain:.Here’s your opportunity to provide more directed feedback. Just be detailed as possible and BE RESPECTFUL.

RT @SilentPSO2: For this show want to voice there/give there feedback and opinions on NGS now’s the time!. I just those who are participati….

The opinions around Mega Dragonite can just be summarized like this. (I like the design btw)

Oh right, NGS Headline next week. Either I’m gonna be able to control my anxieties over it this time using techniques I looked up or there’s gonna be a repeat of last time… or worse given how everyone seems to be feeling about NGS right now, which concerns me enough as is.

Removing the Gatcha and making everything obtainable by playing the game?.Sounds familiar.

People still clowning on Deku after the outcome…