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if i go back, nothing will be well. i wonโt be well. i wonโt be me.
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*with a loud grunt, even when still grabbed Haneul struggled to escape of course he was too exhausted to actually run awayโฆ* Noโ wait stop! I dont want to see it! Just let go! You can see it yourself without me!
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถโ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ข ๐ง๐ข๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ. ( He practically seethes, pulling the other back while his other gloved hand reaches for the doorknob of the room Haneul was just in. ) If you wonโt tell me, show meโ I am the one person you ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ talk to.
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*his breathing became tense especially when Mideumi went to his levelโฆ silent for a moment, all in his mind was that he needed to run* Iโโฆ. *why did he even need to respond?โฆ Without a second though Haneul pushed Mideumi, running to opposite where he wanted but
( His eyes stay glued to the other, even as he straightens his postureโ having seemingly leaned forward to accommodate to Haneulโs height. ) . . . Do you think I have to?
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*letting the hand tilt his head, he didn't know why he let Mideumi do whatever he likedโฆ maybe it was that Haneul was scared, scared he would get caught * โฆ Do you want to see my teeth?โฆ or eyes?โฆ
( The leather of boots begin to sound closer, that same index finger comes to tilt Haneulโs jaw away from him, looking through the blood for any injuries. ) . . . Did you do something? (Quiet but probing. )
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*turning his attention to Mideumi, he almost felt like he wanted to run away. But rather than running he froze, not even giving Mideumi an answer *
( . . . A finger lands and taps the nearest piece of furniture, grabbing the actorโs attention . ) Care to tell me . . ( Staying formal, tone indistinct. ) . . What happened back there?
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*he couldn't help but thrust against the other thigh, trying his best to muffle himself, but knowing it was making it harder for Mideumi to resist, * But โฆYour thigh feels goodโฆ *his arms wrapped around Mideumi making sure he doesn't leave* ..Stay with me pleaseโฆ
( His hand moves to the back of Haneulโs head, pressing his face against his upper body, directly muffling him as his leg pushed into him. ) But for that to happen, You shouldnโt be this vocal. (Laying out a slow exhale. )
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*he didnt mind the hand at all, Haneul sort of liked being moved around. * They won't notice anythingโฆ *feeling the pressure was, almost what Haneul wanted, with an arch, he leaned against the thigh, making it harder to keep quiet.* Iโll make sure it's worth itโฆ
( After the kiss, the generalโs thumb swiped to the corner of Haneulโs mouth, tilting his chin up more. ) . . They are part of the problem. ( Haneulโs wrist was kindly stoppedโ He didnโt outright deny him- his thigh came between Haneulโs own, the pressure ๐ต๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต. )
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*his kiss deepened against the thumb, desperate for him to continue, his cheek slightly pink by Mideumi* No one will noticeโฆ *using one hand to move lower under his belt* Especially when a few of your sergeants are still around itโll be quietโฆ
The thumb on Haneulโs collar bone came up to glide over his bottom lip, fumbling it down once to expose the gummy underside. ) I would . . . ( Eyes flick to meet Haneulโs. ) I would want to have you for the remainder of the day any way I could . . but itโs a risk.
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You should have kept this a secretโฆ *his smile grew, Haneul couldn't help but run his hands under Mideumi's shirt, * You know I will always wait for youโฆ *feeling anything he can get * Can I have you now?โฆ
I try not to make it obvious . . ( Mideumi would have a consistent stance but Haneul drew in close, resulting in the generalโs hand coming over where the actorโs collarbone would be. A thumb feeling over it. ) . . . Let me have you tonight. And not tomorrow.
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*stepping closer, placing his palm onto his chest down to his stomach* I knowโฆ I am just surprised is allโฆ I never thought I would ever distract youโฆ especially when working... You know whenever I see you I can't pay attention while workingโฆ even if I've seen
Needyโ (Briefly clears his throat; ) Isnโt the word I would use. . . Itโs not wrong of me for me to feel this much, Haneul.
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When have you become so needy?โฆ You love me that much?โฆ
I should, and I did until recently. To have my attention as you do . . I donโt think I can change it.
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โฆ even when youโre working?โฆ I feel like you try to ignore when youโre on the clockโฆ
( Heโs silent for a moment, taking a drag before exhaling. ) You do realize you can take my attention at any moment.
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NoโNoโฆ I want to hear moreโฆ it's very different when you say itโฆ I like itโฆ
Apologies if that was too straightforward. I had to get it off my chest. . eventually.
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โฆ. Me?โฆ Ah...
( @WALL4WA1L ) I didnโt say it yesterday . . . ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ.
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You dontโฆ. *he wanted to hurt Mideumi, to choke him, but he knew all of it was pointlessโฆ he needed him, for safety* You saw me before we met... You saw me start to turnโฆ I-I.. *His breathing became so hard that he couldn't even speak.*
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*all he was thinking was that he couldn't believe this was happening to himโ that he relied on Mideumi only to cause him more trouble. His hands wrapping around his back, clinging onto the General, tears continued to flow down his cheek, * You don't understandโฆ
( He hushes him lowly, the hand not held came behind Haneulโs head; palm pushing his temple against his chest. ) You wonโt go insane . . Because youโre not like them. ( Fingertips continue to brush his hair. ) I love you Haneul. ๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ.
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Even if you say that I will be all aloneโฆ *his hand held his wrist* You won't understand what Iโll go throughโฆ
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*with the soft tender affection only made Haneul want to cry more, causing a few tears drip down. Shaking his head * No- no ifโ you dont loved meโฆ if you did you wouldn't have made this decisionโฆ *his voice shaking a little* Youโre going to make me turn insaneโ
( Mideumi knew the possible consequences. ) And when it does. . . Come to me. I may have made a choice, but for you to deal with alone isnโt something you have to do anymore.
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*even with his partner's comfort it just made him feel distant* Y-you dont, if you did you would have listened to meโฆ *his eyes looked away from the other * โฆ But it will cause me harmโฆ sooner or later it willโฆ
( Hands come up even before Haneul was set in front of him, but when he was; they surrounded either sides of his face. ) You know I care for you. ( Posture upright, thumb slides over the skin under his eye. ) I trust you, but I what I chose . . Wasnโt meant to cause you harm.
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*Haneul knew he still needed Mideumi, even if he didnt listen to himโฆ * Wellโฆ you were wrong... *But he couldn't help but be emotional, he could feel the water in his eyes but tried his best to control himselfโฆ Without saying anything he walked up to him*
Itโs not that I didnโt trust you. I thought this was a better way of handling things. ( He closes his eyes for a moment. ) ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ.
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