My name is VIL (Vtubers I Love), I'm a Video Content Manager for vtubers & a tiny crab that vibes in Paradise with my best friend LIV! I play games, read tarot, hang out with my vtuber friends, & have in-depth discussions about kink-positivity! Hope to see you in Paradise 🦀💜

Also there’s too many comments to respond to every single one, but please know I’m reading all of them and really appreciate everyone’s kind words and well wishes 🥹 It means a lot to us.

We’re staying at the hospital one more day it sounds like, they want to make sure Ava’s white blood cell count is at a normal level, which they’ll check again tomorrow morning. Until then, they’re giving her plenty of pain meds and antibiotics.

Thursday October 30th from 2 PM ET is On the Rocks with @ava_lamp 🍻 This gloopy gal has such a pretty and unique design as a lava lamp praying mantis, and she's got so much good news to share! I can't wait to yap and show off the cocktail I've based on her design!

ER update I am being admitted I have sepsis and they think the infection is in my internal pelvis. They are going to keep me and monitor me to try and fix whatever is going on. I’m not sure how long I will be here, but @VILvtubersilove is here with me loving me and supporting me.

Ava will be admitted into the hospital, so I’ll be staying here with her overnight. They seem to have a good idea of what it could be, but they’re running more tests before they can confirm anything.

I’ll post an update when we find out more.

She’s used to having pain that subsides after taking medicine, but this morning, the pain was unbearable even after medicine, so we went to the ER. We don’t know what’s wrong, and obviously I don’t want to scare anyone, but I’m definitely scared. I just want her to be okay.

For those who don’t know, Ava has been battling pelvic pain for a long time. Doctors thought she had endometriosis, but she didn’t. She got an IUD, but it hasn’t helped. Yesterday she had an internal ultrasound, and then last night she couldn’t sleep.

Hey everyone, I’m with @ava_lamp at the ER. I explain more below, but TLDR she’s in a lot of pelvic pain, and it’s not subsiding. Currently getting an x-ray, cat scan, and blood work to help see what’s wrong. They said she might have an infection. Please send her all your love.

@MomoplushVT the possum Vtuber stepping on me in possum socks 🧦🤣

I mean, I definitely enjoy it. ☺️

Social Media Tip: Posting feet is an effective strategy. Remember: If the feed is slow, drop them toes.

What are your thoughts on an oral pedicure? 🦶👄

Goodbye TwitchCon 2025! I had an absolute blast and this will forever be the most memorable convention. To all my friends, thank you so much for loving & caring for both me and Ava. I’m grateful for you being such positive and encouraging forces in my life. Miss you already.

It has been a whirlwind of a TwitchCon weekend. I got engaged, saw so many friends and viewers, and did my first irl singing performance. I lava you all so much thank you for so many wonderful memories 💖

I’m FLABBERGASTED that we got interviewed about the proposal by Mashable. It was really nice to reminiscence about our relationship, they did a great job with this article. 🥹

Happy last day of TwitchCon! I’m so tired but I’ve had such a great weekend. Come say hi if you spot me I’m down to one bracelet!

Oh nooo, how terrible, don’t accidentally step on the crab 😳💞

It had to be done. It was too perfect a setup Congratulations again @ava_lamp and @VILvtubersilove

Come and see us!! Exclusive prints but cash only!! 2pm at GamerSupps!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL 💓