Ughhh shedding blood will only be followed by more blood sheds Everything is in ruins now

Guys it’s happening The nights are getting shorter

Oh shit here we go again

Mobilakam brychwaw ay law xafataayay ama ka pema aley ba qwrmysh eysh akawwaw nazanm bo chy bo chy labyrm chwawa 3amarakam 7alawwa

What I seek does not lie in this life nor the next

You should look for a wife bro* How dare I include her in my struggles? How dare I ruin her chances for a better life? How dare I ask for love when I have nothing to offer? How dare I?

Xawekm yet xaryka kwer abmm

Zhyan ba mop lem tegayshtwa wa 3azrm pe pak akatawa

Hey is there any peace or do not disturb button around here brain?

Yea not today mom not any day

Damn I hate myself

And the fog still lingers

I wanna see colors again The world is too gray

Pwz w pshta ranm hamwy tashanwjy am dw shawa bw ba pe roshtmawa bas basha pem mawa 2 sa3at ba pe rekam waky jaran

Ughh what a empty life But hey I saw my boys today so we good for tonight

Even the usual places feel empty

Ayooo it’s my off day’s

Aw awa bo wa sard bw Axr hatywa kare jaw -2a batamay shlaten be

I…I miss them, the laughters, the memories, the cringy stuff, the stupid jokes, the hangouts, the free spirit of us, I miss them all, now I feel lonely and I really don’t want to get comfortable with that feeling but it hurts so much I hope they are doing much better than me now

Why won’t you change? They asked So that when I meet my friends again after years of silence we could pick up where it all went quiet. I answered. I don’t want them see me in better or worse place just the me who they remember so they could feel the nostalgia of what we once were