Sometimes I wish I could just do whatever I want on Twitch to feed my family without hate. I have to walk on eggshells every day of my life, it's awful sometimes.
In serious need of friends. Things have been really tough lately and need some light hearted fun. Reach out anywhere I'm always thrilled to get reacquainted with anyone.
Today I lost my mom, the one person who made sure I did what I loved and always told me straight when I needed it.
@ArMcG88
or on twitch MimsyMcG. Thank you all for the kind words, it really helped me through this heartbreaking day.
Would be nice if people wouldn't continually shit on cops every single day. Morale is low, people are burning out, there is an extremely high amount of scrutiny. We're just trying to do our best and make it fun.
Mistakes happen, please allow them. We really try to limit it.
I am going through one of the hardest times of my life. And while I can't give too many details right now, just know I appreciate you all and thank you for always being awesome and supportive over the years.
After 4 years of gta, I'm surprised how much I'm still so into the game. Thanks to everyone in the community; players, viewers, admins, and devs for making this experience so much fun this go around!
I swear to fucking God, if people want to see me not be "soft" they're going to hate me. I refuse to do that to appease people's impressions of what cop RP should be. I absolutely hate that term, and I can't wait to show those people directly how direct I can be.
Good morning! I know today is my birthday but I'm still not sure what to do for myself. I was thinking about buying that keyboard I was looking at for a while.
Thank you all so much for the support over the years, without you I wouldn't be announcing today that I was signed with
@Twitch
for the next 2 years.
It has been such an amazingly humbling experience, and I can't wait to see where we go in the future.
Love you all 💜
I think the hardest thing in streaming is picking yourself back up after losing your momentum of growth. I know what I have to do, but just getting that first step back is always the hardest.
Just an announcement to my fellow RP streamers, if you ever sense there might be some perceived drama that would cause an overwhelming amount of stress on the receiving end, send them a little love. We have way more positive viewers out there that would easily overwhelm the bad.
From now on I'm going to be discouraging the use of the word "rat plan" or "rat" in general. I feel like that is bringing a level of toxicity that's not needed, but we still need to make things engaging from both sides to make the encounter enjoyable and not a complete stomp.
Dude this is mental. Thank you guys so much for allowing me to do this day after day. To think about this many people that have come through my channel in the past 7 years and clicked a button is still so humbling. Love you guys thanks again
I'm taking a day off, I'm not sleeping well and it's been like this for a week straight. Shit is getting to me out of character where I'm reacting unreasonably. See you tomorrow.
It's never too late to seek help if you need it. I have my first session with a Psychiatrist on Tuesday, and I'll most likely be booking therapy on a weekly/biweekly basis. It's time to be the person I want to be finally.
It's times like these, while extremely hard on the community, it's important to understand we're in it together. I appreciate everyone in this community, and while hard, it shows how much good there is out there. Let's try to focus on that more.
An amazing story from
@MOONMOON_OW
. Super thankful to have been a part of the finale of Yung Dab. That character has made such an enormous impact on the RP community, and I hope it inspires everyone to put a fraction of the thought that he has.
I know today I was a little frustrated, which I think was compounded a little by the holiday. Lost mom a couple years ago, and I try not to think about it too much, but today definitely got to me and it definitely affected my mood. Sorry if it was too much.
Hey guys, just woke up to the heartbreaking news of my good friend Kevin Lawler (HolyMan) passing. Gonna need a little time to process, but I'm OK. Might sneak one in today but just figured I'd at least let you guys know where I'm at.
Had to keep it together last night on stream when hearing about
@blue622
, but I'm really not good this morning... Kenny really touched so many lives and would have your back when you felt like you had no one else that cared.
The world lost a truly good person. This hurts
Just FYI I'm taking a much needed vacation Monday through Friday. Spending the week with the fam down in Disney World! If you have any recommendations while we're here for shit to do let me know!!
Yo Timmac can you hook me up with the GTA server?
Sure man but it isn't the server Lirik is playing on.
Oh. NM.
Funny these same people don't respond when you reach out for other reasons. This place is such a rat race sometimes, don't let people use you that don't care.
This week I'll be roleplaying a chef thanks to my friends
@HelloFresh
!
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Just so you guys know, I absolutely love
@StIcKyRamee
@RatedEpicz
@OfficialTaco69
@GTAWiseGuy
. I have nothing but good things to say about all of them.
I'll just make sure not to respond to things like this in the future just so it's not weird. Tried my best to be neutral.
The state of RP, if you make one mistake in front of a huge amount of people, be prepared to be criticized for eternity. Today is that next day and I seriously don't even want to RP anymore with the state of things.
Sorry RP friends I've been away a while. It was a much-needed break, started getting frustrated and finding myself trying to find things to blame, when it was really just me not enjoying it due to how much time I put in. BUT I'm coming back today, in moderation hopefully lol
Happy New Year! We're all going through a pretty tough time, but stay positive and you can accomplish anything. Here's to kicking this year off the right way and carrying it all the way through to the next.
10 years ago today I married this beautiful woman within a year of meeting her, and it was the best decision of my life. Happy Anniversary
@wifey_mac
💜
Merry Christmas everyone! This year is really fun for us since Mia really understands the spirit of the holiday now. What do you guys normally do on Christmas Eve?
My dad was a very well respected firefighter in NY. As someone that had to watch him go through loss of his friends and colleagues, I will challenge anyone to the fucking core if you make light of this day. Nobody deserved to lose their life that day except those terrorists.
Merry Christmas everyone - I'm always super emotional around the holidays, but I'm so happy and thankful for you guys to be a part of the journey together. Hope you all have a safe and cozy holiday. 💚❤️
I'm not really one to promote the stream on Twitter, but we're running a charity fundraising campaign to support the refugees from Ukraine with medical aid. Come on by the stream and help if you can!
Organization is Project HOPE if you want more information!
Sorry for deleting the VOD. I've been in a pretty bad place and was hoping to come on and just have some laughs, but was really hard to get there. Hope you guys can give me the benefit of the doubt and chalk this one up to an off day.
Much love to everyone int eh community
I might not say it enough, but I appreciate every single one of you that can see this. It's an opportunity that I promise you I do not take for granted.
Hey you with the sub only VODs. You advertise your channel on your twitter yeah? Well, when people look into you and want to check out your content, you know what happens? They leave.
Man you guys have no idea how excited I am. It's been almost a month since I've seen my wife and daughter, but they are back today. Thanks to everyone that kept me company during this very lonely month. Also steam in a little bit.
@PENTA_live
Actually pretty bummed man, we didn't really roll a lot together but was gonna reach out and see if you wanted to since you have a unique way of approaching things. Keep your head up man, you're a great roleplayer.
I never know what to tweet out, but I just wanted to say thanks again. Without you there is no me, well on the internet... playing video games, as a job, which doesn't feel like a job, but I tell people that anyways.
Brothers wife and kids are in town so I'm probably going to need a bit more time to spend. Will let you guys know when I have some extra time to spend with you guys. Thanks again for all the support, it's been really humbling.
Have a great weekend! I'm off to my hometown to most likely get way too intoxicated with my friends for his bachelor party. Think I'll be back live Tuesday.
Bad day, sorry guys. Feels like actual work lately and it's lost the fun factor. I really need to figure out a way to change it up so this doesn't happen again
I mean it's great to see these crazy successful deals going on, but man I wish we could hold on to more of these amazing creators. The benefits of keeping their viewers on the site have to be worth more.
I know YT and FB has that big money, but Amazon doesn't?
Just gotta say I'm pretty heartbroken with Mack's story. I'm really bad with loss so I'm scared to RP more heartbreak when it's still so fresh, even if it is a story.
Man some days I wish I could just have a day without hate and criticism. Even after 5+ years of effort to bring exposure to RP, people still just shit on what you do on the daily.
To piggyback off of that last tweet, I know what I have to do. So we're going to bring the heat back to GTA. Right now, it's been a lot of time off and I'm excited to see what we can do.
Live now!