MY SON WHO HAD A BIRTH INJURY. HAS LOW MUSCLE TONE. HAS BEEN GOING THROUGH INTENSE PHYSIO FOR MONTHS HAS... CRAWLED FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #momlife #motherhood #proudmomma

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Wow. 9 years in this place!

Is anybody able to fix an extremely bad quality photograph? I need to use it as a reference for an art piece & the detail is almost non existent & my office is a mess & my computer is inaccessible so I can't fix it myself 😭😭

Today I did some work. Iads my interpretation of Crouton from the video game "South of Midnight". My wife played the game and absolutely loved him. So I made him for her. #southofmidnight @CSSPrincess @TheCleftonTwain @TheImprovisor @HeatherMischief @m1ng05s @mantagtj @twlch63

I miss my Dad today & yesterday. I'll miss him tomorrow & everyday. It's not going to get better, the pain won't change. Even when there's no firsts left, there'll be 2nds & 3rds that he should have been here for. Every year for me is just another he'll miss & that sucks. 6/6

Yet life goes on. The person who died no longer suffers but those left behind suffer every single day for the rest of their lives. Nobody sees that pain, the hole that's left, nobody really cares about it. Everyone just goes on with their life while you're falling a part. 5/6

The last 6 years of his life my world revolved around him completely. I'm not functioning since. I don't want to exist in a world without him. I try not to think of it but everyday I wake up & remember it's another day without him. Every single day, the realisation of it. 4/6

I question what it's all for. Living life to its best. Only to wake up paralysed one morning & suffer for 6 years with hope only to die anyway. Why do we do it? Why do we all do it? A never ending cycle of everyone doing the same thing & for what? What is the point of it all 3/6

I don't enjoy existing, I don't want to get up, I don't want to see people or talk to anyone. I don't care that my house is dirty or I've worn clothes a day too long. I don't want to blend in to being a functional member of society anymore. I'm so tired of the everyday. 2/6

My Dad passed away on this night 1 year ago. I was called in the am to say he was gone. Feels like just yesterday while at the same time feeling like it's been years. This year has been awful. If it wasn't for my children I don't think I could have gotten out of bed since. 1/6

So bloody sick at the costs of everything. Every cost has another cost. It just never ends. I want it all to be better. I just want better. I may not deserve it but I've gotten all the shit I probably deserve. Surely I'm due a bit of a change?

Got down to his level. "You can do it" I told him. He tried again, slowly & I could see how hard it was for him. "You're doing it, you're nearly there, keep going". When he jumped at the end, I cheered for him. He lit up "I DID IT MAMMY" YES YOU DID BABY! I KNEW YOU COULD. 2/2

My heart is full. Without giving you too much detail my son's muscles don't work like others do. He goes to parkour. He tried to do a wall run today, all the other kids could do it but he kept falling. Cried & said he couldn't do it. "I can't do it, I can't do it" he said... 1/

Happy Birthday @Shathir_N!!!! Wishing you a wonderful day. Hope it's better than mine was 🤣

It's October. Halloween is coming. I LOVE Halloween (usually) I'm not excited. Every year my Mam goes all out to make it special & magical for my kiddos. Dad dressed up, the whole lot. This is the first year without Dad & my Mam is away for the week of 😢 sad to think of it.

There were two men with matching jackets, lanyards & clipboards walking down my road. I can't tell you how fast I begged for the gate to open & how quickly I tried to close it before they passed by 🤣🤣

I could have chosen ANY picture & I chose the one with the check shirt 😭😭 NEVER AGAIN! #artistlife

First full week of school is done. I'm so bloody tired! How many more weeks of this before summer? 😴😴😴😴

I'm going to admit I tried to find new places to fit with the shit hitting the fan here. Hoping to find my people in other places. That failed miserably. I don't actually fit anywhere. I don't know how I managed to connect with so many of you here to be honest 🤣🤣