Coming up to 5 years single
Guys ask me how I'm single - I'm single because I chose to be, because I'm not looking for a quick fling and guys these days don't have the staying power for a relationship 🤣 maybe celibacy for life is the way forward 🤔
So tonight I'm going out...... yes like out out 😳 not down the local but actually OUT!!!!!
Works Xmas do, 1st proper night out since I was 21, 1st night out with women..... EVER and anxiety is being a bitch.
Wish me luck 🙏
Snuggled under my duvet thinking how I'm really not cut out for this adulting crap
Parenting I can handle, working full time while parenting and dealing with sometimes crippling anxiety - yh not handling that so well. 🤷♀️
Hot bath 🛀 ✔️
Alarms turned off ✔️
Half term ✔️
Physically and mentally exhausted ✔️
First 6 weeks working full time in 11 years ✔️
Glowing 6 week appraisal ✔️
Now all I need is a man whose good with his hands to give me a (minimum) 2 hour head to ankle massage 🤔
That's it, Christmas is done ✔️
Home and into my new teddy bear playsuit and my fluffy slippers
Best present by far...... my gorgeous new ring from my gorgeous baby (big) girl
🚨 old woman alert 🤣
🎶I know you're down and out now, but I need you to be brave
Hiding from the truth ain't gonna make this all okay
I see your pain
If you don't feel our grace and you've lost your way
Well, I will leave the light on🎶
It's MATCHDAY
@hadleyfc
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Brickfield Lane on a beautiful day ❤️
Ready for some football ⚽️ and hopefully 3 points 🧱❤️⚽️❤️🧱
Let's Go Bricks
After a bad morning anxiety wise and lots of tears, as I dropped my girl at school she said to me "I just don't understand why your so sad all the time mummy" I just said "you don't need to understand" but I thought on that all day. It would help her to understand 1/4